I told them I'm a depressive with suicidal tendencies and an addictive personality. I HAVE to be disciplined, otherwise things in my life would go very very bad.
It's why I don't snack on things, it's why I don't drink, it's why I have routines that I follow religiously. Just 1 slip would send me down a slope where I end up an obese alcoholic with a host of financial and health issues.
Yes, I'm tightly wound, but I'm still here, so that's something (I guess)...
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jacleric:
No making amends. No regrets. No apologies. I think that type of meeting would attract an awful lot of people like us. We didn't choose to be what we are. It was inflicted upon us.
sheashannara:
@jacleric so very true, sir; we've done the best we can with what life has handed us...