"This is my chance, this is my curse;
We all know it'll only get worse.
My hell is a terrible case,
But I'll give you all hell first!
If I fail, if I fall,
If I can't be free, then I never was at all;
The more I fight, I stay the same.
If I still, if I stole,
if I can be hurt I would never even go.
The more I fight, I stay the same.
Where do I go, and what do I do?
The very thought scares the hell out of you.
The more I fight, I stay the same."