i'm still bummed out cause i wasn't allowed to take pics at yesterdays show, which is silly cause it's a tiny venue but apparently BMTH doesn't want their stupid babyfaces to be photographed....
AugustBurnsRed were a lot better than on cd, probably because their guitars didn't come across as annoying.
A Day To Remember, were acceptable.
Bring Me The Horizon were a lot better than last time at least.
got a ticket for a show on tuesday with:
Emmure
Caliban
Suicide Silence
Maroon
and god knows who else
i'm only going for Emmure and hopefully get to take pics this time, cause i don't enjoy shows much if i can't.
there should be good horror movies since it's halloween, but germany is fucking everything up again:
Halloween II => not even a release date yet!! probably won't come out at all any time soon
Saw VI => sometime next year... LOL
for some reason most people i know seem to unhappy singles. i'm starting to wonder why. they also seem to get more and more desperate.
i also get feeling, the few people that have relationships, have them because they don't want to be alone and/or get some kind of advantage out of it. it's depressing really
AugustBurnsRed were a lot better than on cd, probably because their guitars didn't come across as annoying.
A Day To Remember, were acceptable.
Bring Me The Horizon were a lot better than last time at least.
got a ticket for a show on tuesday with:
Emmure
Caliban
Suicide Silence
Maroon
and god knows who else
i'm only going for Emmure and hopefully get to take pics this time, cause i don't enjoy shows much if i can't.
there should be good horror movies since it's halloween, but germany is fucking everything up again:
Halloween II => not even a release date yet!! probably won't come out at all any time soon
Saw VI => sometime next year... LOL
for some reason most people i know seem to unhappy singles. i'm starting to wonder why. they also seem to get more and more desperate.
i also get feeling, the few people that have relationships, have them because they don't want to be alone and/or get some kind of advantage out of it. it's depressing really

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I'm perfectly fine being single. In fact most times I love it. I'm just unhappy when there is someone I want... That I can't be with. I take a long time to like someone. I have too many stages that people have to go through to finally get my full attention. So after all this 'work' and I see we'd be a good fit... Its... that they have other plans. I've jsut given up on love. But apparently cupid keeps picking on me, and tormenting me. What the hell did I do to him in a past life.
I'm not really feelings better, but I'm trying to distract myself from my feelings and such. Cause I can't dwell on them or else I'm crying or laying on my bed or couch like a dead person.
Thats what I do for my friends. Cook for them. My housewife tools of the trade have to be put to good use. It varied among friends but that's what I do. One of them baked chocolate cookies for me when I was down. I usually cook for people though. Maybe I'm odd.
I know huh, on the neck tattoo. I want one but at the same time I don't know. I also wonder how that feels... Probably good and bad all at the same time. Hehehe. Maybe getting tattoos is like a kink thing.
It was funny