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Holy crap, whose been dead in a ditch for the past few months...?

My bad. I seriously just got lost in the blur of life. But all is wonderful and despite a few down and out moments, I'm absolutely grand. My birthday was great, Thanksgiving was wonderful, my omma was home. Christmas was so so, but I spent it with a friend and her...
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curioustomcat:
Welcome back!

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Well, if you are back. I am not sure... Might also be that an SG bot re-activated your account. Would still be nice if you were back wink smile


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xxun:
I know, it's really hard to get someone to accept the idea of being in a poly relationship, even getting them try a poly relationship is hard, :/
BOOO skype is fun tongue
phb:
I'd like to volunteer to cherish you. But I can't commit to living in the same state. Or even being around in a month, but for the next 2-3 weeks, I'd be willing to offer my services. Is there an application or approval process? Do you need references?

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Bahh. I've been so quiet lately.
And It was never my intent. Life has been so, typical lately.

I'm done with Nathan, I'm in school again, taking two classes, single and sort of loving it, got rid of a friend I didn't really want to but its for the best, actually getting back into art and well other stuff.
A lot...
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niobe:
Thank you! kiss
sevenjays:
heya yo~! hope you are well. school is cool. what? fall time. greatness. i ditched the grad school plans for now. just going to get into classes somewhere. i think you might have the same bd as my brother? cool. we should chat in chat sometimes
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sevenjays:
are you ever in chat?
niobe:
14 more days until our birthday! wink
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patton3275:
Thanks for adding me as a friendsmile hope you have a good weekend
maduin:
Hey you. Yeah, you. I <3 you. And your amazing blue hair.
You know that the color blue does funny things to me, and this just tickled my fancy.
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So... I find it funny that I've been meaning to update this for days, and some how didn't.

I love this song!

I'm literally this song. I'm such a creeper you don't even know. I'm creepy. Mad creepy.
I'm serious. I even save people's pictures if I crush on them enough and save them in my "I...
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shanedoe:
i save pics too. never really thought about it much, i just do it, which is why i have tons of pics, but i can't let them go. maybe i should, they tend to make me nostalgic whenever i look at them. they're meant to be a reminder (of good times) and i don't like the idea of those moments being over, never meeting those people (again or not like it used to be). this coming from someone who's only function in life is to take pics is kind of screwed... XD

good or bad guys/girls, isn't it all the same? i tend to forget.
shanedoe:
everything is difficult these days.
i just had a fresh start, i finally was having a good life and true happiness, now all that is gone. it doesn't matter what i want to do, it's not my decision anymore. i've lost the most importand people in my life, i'm back to zero, have to start all over again, but this time it's different, cause i can't avoid walking into certain people. this town is too small...
i'll make it somehow, it's just frustrating and hard. :/
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Hello...

So have you ever been in that mood where you sort of want to sabotage something that could possibly be really good for you?
I'm pretty sure I'm doing that right now. Nathan and I haven't talked and I sorta freaked out when I saw that this chick that has bothered me with him before is supposed to hangout with him...
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kay:
Cool work by the way. smile

~cheers
shanedoe:
i don't know, i'm more weird than usual lately. huge ups and bottomless down. that girl is my life and death and i'm not too good with uncertainty.
sorry to hear you're having problems, i hope you get it all sorted out somehow. can't be of much help lately... <3
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I'm having issues today and yesterday.
I don't know.

Body issues and such but I'm working on that. But mainly I'm sort of disconnecting from a lot of things and I'm not sure where I'm to reconnect myself.

Ever took a chance to say everything you just sort of held onto and then you get it out... To that...
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curioustomcat:
It is good to get off your heart what might otherwise weight it down for too long if not for ever. The strange thing is that we sometimes get to accustomed with carrying the weight that we even trick ourselves in thinking we miss it...

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I need to get back into yoga. Yes, that's my opening statement for this blog.

My car is being totaled, how fun. I need to find a new one. I trimmed parts of my hair and I'm sort of done taking a straightener to it. I finally got natural curls to happen. That don't look all odd. Not much to say really...
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curioustomcat:
As far as I know the decision to stop applying straightener is wise as it is not good for your hair smile
shanedoe:
yeah, sounds good since i've started to eat again properly yesterday. ^^
thanks, there's a lot of truth in your words. however it's like a circle to me, i can't focus on how to change my life when i'm unhappy and i don't need to change anything when i'm good. feeling good is the biggest problem, but that's just the way i am, i've always been like that and there's no point in trying to find what's making me happy. i know why i'm unhappy and that's the problem, cause it can't be changed that easily and if it happens, it's not exactly healthy either. I'm used to the way it is now, it's just frustrating but in a way it's more safe.

love your pic blogs btw, if i wasn't as lazy as i am lately i'd do that too.
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I've come to this unfortunate understanding.

YOUTUBE VIDEO THAT SG DOESN'T WANT TO MAKE A VIDEO.... HRM

This is how I've been feeling lately and its all sorts of not fun. Not that I have anything against.... liking someone else far away but its... so difficult. But yah, that's my story, and its not just involving one person. I mean its...
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shanedoe:
good point there...
but all my pics need a bit of editing, which means i'd have to develop them myself, which would be very expensive and unnecessary complicated.
and i'm not talking about making it perfect, editing has always been used in photography.

glad to hear you're getting better finally! can't afford to pay you a visit though... XD
i'm moody lately, everything is better than it has been in months, but i can't let myself enjoy that, cause the more happiness i get, the more affraight to lose it i get.
shanedoe:
yeah, this seems to be one of the downsides, along with some douchebag trying to copy my style... hahaha

i don't "like" editing either, though i think we just have a different opinion about it. i see it more like getting the most out of the picture instead of fixing flaws. to me the picture is the starting point and the editing finishes it, a final touch up.
i'm better now and trying to enjoy the good sides as much as possible, yet i'm still expecting the worst, which isn't too bad, since i'm prepared in a way.
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Hey there.

Its been a while and I'm trying to stay around here. But you know its hard, life gets in a way. Um, not much to say, though right now I am trying to un-catch a cold I caught. Good times there, and by that I'm kidding because I'm feeling very bleh. I'm still alive and it could be way...
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tallahassee:
aw, yeah i always used to hear about them AFTER they happened haha. i finally went last year and it was awesome, and i'm really excited to go this year. i just need to work on getting a ride, because while i'm definitely ok with taking the bus, i'd just really rather not if i can help it.
niobe:
Adorable as always! smile

I have a necklace for sale and it reminds me of you. Can you guess which one? wink
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Hello sexies!

So... I took out my dreads. Only about 5 hours of my life undoing something that took me about 6 and half hours.
I'm not really upset about it. In fact, I feel better. I guess I had my visit with the grunge side. It was beginning to bother me. I miss them, but my I love my hair now. In fact...
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shanedoe:
go go go, lovely you wink
now i'm starting to see where it comes from that some people in the states are extra careful about their food. it's not like that here at all, at least not that extreme. we have crap food (which isn't as bad as american crap, but it's still garbage) and we have healthy food (which is more expensive and blah, but i guess not as much as for you).
shanedoe:
intresting that americans think that way about other food, but makes sense.
i like extra sweet stuff, but some american food was definitely way too much, even for me. XD
it's just weird, the differences everywhere...
and you can surely tell, which countrys have healthier food, cause people live a lot longer there.