shanana

So many things in life dictate how we react to things and how we feel about things.

I am about to embark on two new things. One is forced, something I do not want to do. And the other is by choice. I hope the answers come quickly and without too much pain.

But then again, if I feel pain, I know I am still alive.

I tried to dislocate myself from my circumstances this past Tuesday. I needed to, but I could not. Some say this is good, I cant retreat into myself anymore. But I wonder, is it good or have I lost my self preservation. Do I want to hurt to feel alive?

Dont worry about me; I am fine, just starting a new chapter in my life. I can only hope it is better than the past.