Wednesday Jan 12, 2005

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Im tired; I have worked hard for three days catching up for missing two days of work.

I really dont have much to say other than that.
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acidevangelist:
I hope you have a relaxing weekend. Drink plenty of wine.
yuriel:
get some rest yo
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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Well, I love being sick.

I was gonna have this big throw down party with a bunch of friends this weekend.... but after being sick for a few day I am not gonna do that.

I think now I will just have a laid back movie night. Anyone is welcome to come over for it. Movies, popcorn, beer, or whatever alcohol you want and whatever...
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melissaann:
feel better!!
vim:
hey is it just freezing there?......my job might wanna move me there and i can't imagine going along with it?

so how IS Minneapolis??

Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

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OK OK OK... for all the don't goes and you can't move. I am not talking about in the next month. I mean it will be a few months... maybe even closer to summer. You know I have to suffer another Minnesota winter first.

I will see everyone, spend time with everyone and still party until them. So don't be sad. And then all of...
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charitee:
thanks. this is one of those situations where i plan to say 'i told ya so' as often as possible. damn school.

sounds like you two are making some major changes this year. i'm glad to hear that you'll be closer to the boys and masa.

creative_slacker:
Alright... sweet, we have another taker in New Orleans. Welcome to the madness my dear.

Monday Jan 03, 2005

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Thank you to all my friends who have sent good thoughts my way. I relapse into the poor me I dont know where I came from every once in a while. My parents, the ones who raised me love me and have always been there for me I would not trade them for anything. And I know that it is hard on them when I...
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kitschy:
Wow! Big changes ahead...good luck with evrything...I wish you smooth sailing!
robot_love:
of course it was. stunning. robot_love

Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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Ever look at your life and think I am not where I thought I would be at this age. I dont have all the answers that I thought I would. I have even stopped looking for the truth.

The truth, that one thing that I thought I would know that one journey I started on four years ago that I have yet to complete. I...
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anarqy:
I feel for you Dakota, and I hope you find the answers you seek. I too was adopted, but my parents had never made it a secret from me. When I went to find my birth mother, she welcomed me and now treats me like family. I have some issues there about being abandoned when I was a baby, but if she felt she couldn't handle me at that time and someone else could, so be it. I've lived a wonderful life, and I have her to thank for bringing me into this world.

As for the truth, I believe we chose this life before birth, in an effort for our souls to learn some lesson during this lifetime and evolve. When we're born the slate is wiped clean, so forever we search for what the meaning is.

Your search for the truth has become a big part of who you are, and the answer you learn probably won't be as important as the journey you took in getting there.

I wish you luck my friend...
steel_talons:
sorry no breakie... didn't think we we're having one...

spend this time thinking about the positive of a new year and for new happiness. Don't dwell on what most believe is the unattainable. The truth and meaning of one's existance. I've known many adopted people in my life, including my father. Did it matter that my grandma wasn't really my grandma? Nope. Who you are is dictated by anyone but you. Believe me, knowing exactly who and what you are doesn't change much.

Moving? What?

Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

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Ok everyone... I am back.... it was a wonderful trip filled with good times and hard times. Things worked out with getting the families together. I don't think we stopped the entire time we were there....

A visitation, funeral, hospital visit, Christmas with everyone, seeing my brothers, getting in a fight with one of them and making some major decisions for our lifes was the...
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ash:
whered ya go girl?
sweetavenue:
Happy New Year!!! kiss kiss kiss

I hope the year gets off to a good start for you, now that you're home. Feel better. kiss

Saturday Dec 18, 2004

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Well to add more drama over Christmas, my grandmother died last night. I don't think it has set in yet. But I am sure it will. So now (this is going to sound shallow) I have to go to a vistiaion and a funeral on this trip. So I have 6 1/2 days I have to have Christmas with the in laws and all of...
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lillithvain:
The Ghost of Holiday Work has come to visit me and so I have to go.... but since I am in Tampa, I don't have to drive through the snow!!!!

Happy Holidays! kiss

Oh....I was just going to leave you a cute little poem to brighten your day, but then I read your journal. I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother. I hope you manage to have a good day otherwise.

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gabse_sagua:
happy holydays, best wishes for nest year

Wednesday Dec 15, 2004

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My world keeps spinning. Like a merry go round. I reach for the brass ring. Missed. Am I going to fast? Do I need to slow down? I try again, missed FUCK! Why cant I get it?
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tongue_tied:
As you're one of my two friends, i figured i'd drop by to say hello smile
i'm sorry to hear that life is kinda spinning out of control for you. Maybe we could trade shoes for a bit (I don't have everything under control, but i'm certainly not going too fast either).
charlatan:
Brass is the most overrated of all the precious metals. If you can even give it the title these days. I say hold hold out for silver or gold.

Friday Dec 10, 2004

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Well the good new's is I am only $95.00 away from my goal. YEAH!!!!

I have no money for the next week, but at least I almost have the money I need to take care of what I need to.

Things are looking better. smile

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toneski:
Hey kiddo :p
st_eve_bc:
How you doing kid?

Your the first person here to invite me to be your friend and i still havent gotten to have a drink with you and columbianlvr

hope to see you come out to sftc events

i'm still a noob

but I'm glad your doing better with your previously posted situation

maybe i see you and yours at dp's

take care

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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First thank you to all the well wishers. I wish I could explain what is going on... it's unFucking believable. I am still dealing with it.

Me and My baby are fine. No we are not having problems. It is all together something else.

But now I have to call my divorced parents and see if I can borrow money. I need $4000.00 fast.... yes...
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gabse_sagua:
best wishes, hoping everything goes better
steel_talons:
money shit always sucks. hope it works out ok.

Monday Dec 06, 2004

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To all my friends, I am going thru a lot of shit right now. I don't know how much I will be on here or how able I will be to return phone calls.... it is a really long story.

Keep me in your thoughts, I need every good vibe I can get.

I love you all and hope to see you soon. I do...
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yuriel:
*hugs you tight*
EL SUICIDO LOCO
radio_sweetheart:
frown

Be well dear.
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