Sunday Jul 01, 2012

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franie:

Good to see that all isn't bad.

Sunday Jun 17, 2012

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it seems like forever that i've been on here..well i guess it has been! last week, after my boiling point hit at work, i started to look for jobs. i'm so sick of that company. i fucking hate it. alas, i have hope something will eventually come along..even if it takes time. sadly, i'm not sure if i can handle...
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daorby:

Hey, hope you'll find another job soon. Best wishes.

Thursday Jun 07, 2012

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everyone has a song that describes them most..even if they don't know it.
and i swear to god that this fits my life to a T.
[YOUTUBE]http://youtu.be/OJJL-NoeFmA[/YOUTUBE]

Saturday May 26, 2012

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i suggest that you all watch the t.v. series "big love".
LOVE IT, BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSS.
kiss.
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franie:

That show is still on? wink

serjical:

gahhhhhh, not even sure. tripped over it onlineeeeeee<3.

Thursday May 17, 2012

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is officially stoned....again
blush
confused
rubblerocks:

if you were REALLY stoned you wouldn't be able to spell officly- ofically-offf...

serjical:

spell check biggrin.

Sunday May 06, 2012

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last night was prom..
i can't believe it's been almost two years and i'm still depressed that i couldn't go. i should've stayed in high school, rather than going to cyber school.
i'm not even sure why still deep down it bothers me =/.
franie:

That does suck. I missed mine too. Just thing of the fun that lies ahead!smile

redd3vil:

its prolly cuz prom is a seminal point in the HS career. don't worry i'm sure theres lots of stuff u won't miss as well.

Wednesday Apr 18, 2012

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i feel like my head is going to fucking explode.
i'm losing my grandmother to dementia.
FUCK.
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serjical:

Tourniquette - you're welcome. i seriously hope you make it to the pink soon <3.

thank you for all of the kind words, they are taking her in for testing to make sure that it's not an infection, first. and to be truly honest, i hope it is just a treatable infection. i need my grandmother in my life.

merrick:

beautiful thanks for the support, greetings from Colombia love

Thursday Mar 15, 2012

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UPDATE

for the first time, i've made headway in therapy.
most of my problems stream from genetics.
i am bi-polar, and majorly depressed.
i now know that this is an actual disease weather people think so or not,
and i'm NO LONGER ashamed.
it'll be a long road to recovery, but at least i know that i'm no longer alone.
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serjical:

thank you guys very much<3!

scampers:

Sorry for the sort of necro-comment, but this blog post really got me. You are absolutely right, depression is no joke and very, very real. I suffered from it for almost 5 years until very recently. Admitting that I had it was the hardest thing I have ever done (and scared the living shit out of me), but it was the most important step to my eventual recovery. I'm glad you've made that step and wish you all the best on your road to recovery--because you are definitely on it.

Saturday Mar 10, 2012

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i can't handle being this depressed anymore.
don't get me wrong, i'm happy with my fiance, etc.
but, well it's so hard to explain.
i'm sick of getting depressed and anxious numerous times every single day.
i've been in therapy for years.
i've been on tons of different meds over the years.
any insight or comments would be...
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chadiousxvi:

I have struggled with severe depression and anxiety for most of my life, only being able to make actual progress in dealing with it the past two and a half years or so. These two years however, have been life changing, and I have made more improvements to my state of mind and state of being than I ever though possible.

I have too many things to say on the topic for this blog, but if you would like to chat via email, shoot me one, and I'd be more than happy to share what's been working for me in the hopes it might help you out too smile

serjical:

thank you, and ChadiousMaximus, i might take you up on that offer.

Monday Mar 05, 2012

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honestly, this is not how i wanted to start out my week.
my fiance, is bummed out because he couldn't purchase a four-wheeler from my step-dad, who sold it last month, because he needed the money.
now he's all pissy.
we haven't been even in our apartment for a year yet, this is the first time for us to be on our...
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serjical:

he's actually eight years older than i.
and thank you very much ;].

chadiousxvi:

So almost my age and still not responsable with money? Tsk tsk. I assume he has other endearing traits that make up for him being bad with cash, after all, you agreed to marry him tongue

I guess its up to you to be in charge of doing the smart thing with the finances then, but then, that isn't a bad thing by any means