series11

I have been waiting to go on leave to see my family and friends for some time now, yet it got postponed.
The last few weeks really sucked and every day seems to be worse than the last, something stupid has to happen otherwise the world would end. murphy and his stupid law are running rampant and no one will let me shoot him.
I was just told that I have to wear eye protection otherwise I'll get in trouble so he gave me these glasses that are way too big. There can be only so much to get mad at yet so much I can take. The one thing they aren't supposed to mess up and they do. Leave. I can't get over that though. I have friends that have reservations and want to see thier wives but have to wait for some unknown date. Believe me, the first chance i get I am getting drunk. I'm going to have the flight attendant keep the little 5 dollar bottles coming. I've bought a lot of crap from amazon to make me feel better but the mail sucks and will probably get it when I leave this messed up country. I have an ex girlfriend that wants to get back together sometime but I'm not sure exactly if I want to. She treated me like shit for a while until instead of defending myself and actions I told her how it was. The outcome from all of this will most likely be this.
1. A shack in the middle of the jungles of Colombia.
2. Around the shack will be boobytrapped so a spider couldn't cross.
3. All my trustworthy friends and family will be able to get to me
4. If an outsider really wants to talk to me they will have to go through hell to reach me, then maybe, just maybe I'll listen, no promises.

I know I'm in a bad mood but fuck it,
I'm tired of this place and of the people in charge of me (or believe they are).
In any case when leave does come, I'll be so drunk.
take care all and maybe later I'll be in a good mood.