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OMGWTFBBQ?!?!?!?!?!

I am back! Apparently an anonymous benefactor got me an account for 3 months. Mr/Ms Anonymous, thank you!

It's been a heckuva long time. This is going to be interesting!
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THIS IS IT GUYS!

I love you all! I'll come back for ye's yet!

This is like......the most bummer thing evar.

I'll add you all again when I'm back, and if you want to email me, send it to serenekerosene@yahoo.com

I can't believe this is seriously my last day.

OMGOMGOMG!

BYE ALL! LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE

/sporadic sad goodbye notes in early morning on 2 hours sleep.

MISS...
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rabidus:
duh - NOW - i read your entry. I got it wink

Thanks for the "good bye". Good luck with school...

and the boy wink

rabius --> kiss
colette79:
Aw. Bye, it was fun having someone from b-don around!

See you when you're back!
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Rabidus, I am not AWOL! lol. Ok, I admit. I am. I haven't posted on any of my journals in like a hella long time. There's been well..........alot going on. SO! Here, I'll fill you folks on in on the scrambled egg that is my life.

1) School. I dropped a class, as I was getting psychotically stressed out, and all my classes have...
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infinity:
eeek car accident


hope things get better for you work wise and emotionally
rabidus:
wow - sounds like situation normal for you tongue

glad things are working out with the boy even if you have to beat him into shape

i'm heading to work so i'll write more later

take care -> kiss
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QUICKIE 3 AM UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin

So, I'm totally bogged down with schoolwork right now, thus, my absence! *feigns shock*

My classes are rockin', I just need to finish getting my act together and all will be swell.

I (not officially yet) have quit my painting job. I just haven't told my boss yet. Not until she pays me. Considering that she's been absent almost all of...
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colette79:
I'm a douche right now, and I recognize the name, but where the hell is Crystal Palace again? It it anything like the City Center? shocked

Haha, I'm going to ask, so here it comes wink:

What the hell is sexbeat music?

Guess what? I just had my birthday, and Cai and boyinbrown gave me a guitar! How awesome is that? biggrin
rabidus:
hey-

SMACK - where the hell you been?

How's school? Boy?? etc...

oh and tag your it
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Due to Rabidus' constant harassment for me to stay alive and sociable (drat you, tongue wink ) I will update.

I've been feeling sort of down, it's the weather, I have S.A.D, and it's that time of year, where I start feeling all blah, and not wanting to do anything.

So, what's new? *taps chin thoughtfully* Well, I have a new job, which I hate with all...
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colette79:
Jesus, that's one hell of an update!

I hate growing my hair out, too. I cut the sides and back verrrrrry short before I bleached it, and now it will take so long to grow back. I haven't had long hair since I was about 16 or so.

Are you ever in Winnipeg? Maybe we could visit if you are. I haven't been to b-town in forever.

I hope you don't go grey, but if you do, we'll patiently await your return. smile
rabidus:
lol - i hope you brought no-doze
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I've gone into hibernation, sorry I haven't been around.

Seriously, the copious amounts of sleeping I've been doing is sickening.

I may be sick, or it could just be the fact that we've had NO SUN WHATSOEVER in forever. And when it's drab and dreary all day, I have no desire to do anything.

Note, my absence.

I'm addicted to pinball.

Something smells good (FOOOOOOOD!...
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rabidus:
ZZZOOTTTTTTT
rabidus:
poke poke - i know you're in there
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So, I've been busy, actually more like lazy, or perhaps both. Which is why I haven't updated in a uber-time.

My head's just been feeling muddled. I really like Scott, but sometimes I catch myself being uncharacteristically not me, being a bit mean and stuff. And it bothers me that I do it, I don't even realize til after the fact. Jill and I were...
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rabidus:
wow - you're a multi-talented musical machine!

and kiss kiss kiss right back att-cha wink
colette79:
Haha, is Mark still conducting the orchestra? I think we sounded the best that we had in years once he took up the baton. He's so humble too, always with the "I'm a cellist, not a conductor", and he made us call him Professor Rudoff, but not Maestro, but he so is a conductor, he just won't admit it.!

Care to put out a hit on Reg? *evil laugh* Then we can take bets on whether on not he will live for another month, mwahahahaha! What the hell kind of friend takes negative bets on things like people's relationships? What a jerk!
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Teehee!

It's such a nice change to have somebody who's not scared/ashamed to put their arm around me, hold my hand, call me pretty. Derek never did these things, and Scott does, so now I feel spoiled. *evil grin*

He's even taking me........MINI GOLFING! love love love

It's like....a real date and everything! It is wonderful.

In other less-exciting news: This week is go-to-the-gym and apply-for-jobs week. And...
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cabaretic:
You was going to write me, at some point, wasn't you, lovey?
grahf:

I was going to say it before, after one of your previous comments but now I have to say it.

You are one of my favorite people right now. Your well-spoken ways and views make me love



Why thank you. That was a pleasant surprise.

(I'd post in the thread itself, but god forbid he'd think it was "attention-seeking popularity jockying" afterall wink )

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Warning: Explicit Content!

So, I had a thread on here, just asking what positions are good for smaller men (not that I don't adore my boy), and let me say this:

He more than made up for it this evening.

Like Whoah.

Derek (my ex) couldn't go for more than 15 minutes, and foreplay was pitiful.

Tonight we went for almost 2 hours. *smug...
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colette79:
Your old boyfriend wouldn't go down on you? That sucks!

Yay for new boys with new tricks!
rabidus:
yay!

<does happy dance in your honor>
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

*takes a deep breath*

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!

So, I found out what my friend's "warning" was. And it wasn't even a warning. Geez.

Once apon a time, my friend Alicia gave Jill this guy's email address, and she was being all dumb and girly as a joke "OMG yur like, so hawt!" and was jokingly trying to get him to strip. And he did. And that...
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colette79:
That's hilarious!
rabidus:
smile glad you got the boyfriend thing going smile -

and i greatly enjoyed your "size" thread wink i gotta try that diagram position. all those stick figures really turned me on

tongue
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hey all!

So, since my last update, not all that much has happened, I suppose. At least in regards to creepy guy. Going on.

Anyhow, so a friend of mine, Reg, his friend Scott asked me out. We had hung out in social situations a few times, and I had had my eye on him, and apparantly, his on me. I said yes, and the...
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infinity:
hmm just be careful till you find out he might have cheated on a past gf or something. that or he has aids or something bad like that eeek