Saturday May 30, 2009

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Waiting for my breakfast to digest until I head out to the gym so that I won't throw up all over the floor, I pause to write a much delayed entry.

After I finish with the gym today, there are more errands to run, goods to buy, and things to prepare for as a result of E's visit.

* At least three comfortable pillows...
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Thursday May 28, 2009

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I wish I'd heard of Sarah Haskins sooner.

Sarah Haskins on Birth Control

I tried to get the video to paste into this window, but since it is not a YouTube video, it would not do so. Please pardon the link instead.

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There has been so much to do to prepare for E's arrival. In truth, much of it needed to be...
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Monday May 25, 2009

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This boy wouldn't mind the pain.

Saturday May 23, 2009

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When I stepped out of the shower just now, I noticed that four months of daily exercise and weight lifting has resulted in a much more toned body and some serious muscle definition. I was first drawn to the fact because I noticed that I've lost completely the flab around my pecs that looked like borderline male boobs. Now my nipples lie flush against...
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Tuesday May 19, 2009

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Today must have been, on some psychic level, "Tell-potential-applicants-you've-selected-someone-else-for-the-job" day. I received four of them within an hour. If a person is well-qualified but there are 1000 other applicants, it makes it rather difficult to get the job. That figure boggles my mind. One employer told me that my credentials were some of the most amazing he had ever seen, but that due to...
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Sunday May 17, 2009

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A new coffee shop/comic book/wiccan craft store has opened up on Southside. This is where I met The Brooke around noon yesterday. In a nervous, self-conscious sort of mood, I browsed the store, wondering if I'd ever need raw Yerba Mate or an expensive scented candle. Out of bored curiosity mostly, I decided to splurge slightly and pay $35 for a thirty-five...
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Friday May 15, 2009

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Patterns

I saw something of myself in you
Too much, in fact

The way you preened
before a mirror
talked a little too loudly

Projectile vomited
your life story
in the direction
of anyone within earshot

They only rolled their eyes
clucked their tongues
make circular motions
around their temples

when you werent looking

I tried not to notice

the intoxicated swagger
you seemed to...
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Thursday May 14, 2009

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I decided to call the psychiatrist around noon, knowing that because his new nurse is not very efficient that the soonest I'd get a reply from him would be tomorrow. This is the same nurse I went round and round with for two weeks before my Parnate finally was covered by Medicaid. It didn't used to be that way. The nurse before was...
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Wednesday May 13, 2009

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Those of you who know me know that I am not a fan of summer. There are many reasons why, but the main one is that I seem to always hit a depressive episode during that season. Now that summer will soon be upon us, I have been having mood fluctuations in which I have been bouncing back and forth between a stable state and...
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Tuesday May 12, 2009

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My pretty baby
said she was a bird.