Sunday Feb 15, 2004

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No matter where I go, I always seem to attract old guys. I mean they're cool to talk to and all but I went to a new bar tonight and well this dude totally paid for half of my tab. I mean why? This always happens. Am I just that cool (to senior citizens) that they buy my drinks, or is it because I have such a tight ass that... well we won't go there. I'd like to go on thinking it's the former. I'm very disturbed right now.
sep05:
So this guy who's usually at the bar has an extra ticket to a Wizard's game on Friday and well he invited me, which is totally cool, it's just he's just not someone who I can hang out with. He's just a guy who I listen to and occasionally share a thought or two with. I mean, I need friends but this isn't someone who I can really relate to on any level. He's 9 years older than me and well he's like a borderline redneck.

I pretty much grew up all around rednecks and vowed never to become one. They're usually good people and all but nothing I can ever really get into. He also invited me to go to a NASCAR race with him and a couple friends but I don't even know about that. I mean really, cars driving in circles? I'll have to be utterly tanked to enjoy that. I'm not being too open-minded about it but still, I just don't see it.

Basically I just need to find a new place where I can drink in public and have some alone time. I know I can do that at home too but I just need to be able to observe people and stuff. I'm just crazy like that.
sep05:
Now since I just commented on my own journal when I actually meant to make another entry is pretty damn sad. Or is the comment to the comment even more saddening? Basically, I've become a bitch to the alcohol.

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