sep05

I think I need to reevaluate my life. Everything. My job, friends (or lack thereof), girlfriend (or lack thereof), apartment, hangouts, lifestyle, spending habits, how I interact with people.

As far as job goes, it's pretty good. Pay is good and it's easy. Going kind of crazy though, because I don't interact with many people at work. That combined with coming home to nothing/nobody is...
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What's my life come to? I'm sitting and watching You Got Served. Save me Jeebus!

So it starts. Holidays alone. Again. I should go to vegas or something for xmas. Rooms are cheap. Flights aren't too bad. I'd just probably lose all kinds of money. I'd be entertained though. Forget about xmas. I need to figure out what to do with this weekend.

I had a dream about Tiffany lastnight. Basically we were walking down a street and I saw this chick that I liked playing Ms. Pacman. Tiffany said, "Here's $5 to play. I have to go grab some produce." And well that was pretty much it. Pretty dull but weird. I had no idea she was that understanding.

I wish I had an army of prostitutes. Man that'd be cool.

I think I need change in everything in my life. The only thing I really want to keep is my job and that's solely for financial purposes. I should pay off all of my debts that way I won't even need my job. I need new friends. I need a new girlfriend. Hell, I guess I just need friends and a girlfriend, period. Nothing I...
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Eh. I'm totally at a loss for anything in my life. I miss Ann but I'm almost convinced that she's incapable of being in a relationship. Maybe it's the fact that she may be incapable of being a responsible person. Her mom is really sick right now and of course that means she can't ever call, talk, or see me. This in no way helps...
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I just don't know what to do about anything anymore.

So I called. She answered and said hello and that was about it. Actually that was it. Maybe she hung up maybe it got cut off, but it sounded as though she was at work. I heard alot of chatter in the background. Plus she had told me sometimes she picks up shifts on Tuesdays. I tried calling back a minute later but it went...
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Well she totally fucked up today. She called and left a message on my cell meant for Matt's mom about him coming home from the airport. Then after she realized it, she sent me a text saying that she chose him. Talk about a bitch.

I ended up sending her a long rant on how she's a horrible person for doing this to me and...
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I need to amass goods. My apartment is pretty empty. Futon. TV. Coffee table. Bookshelf. Cheap Ikea chair. I need to buy some real furniture, but I hate deciding this kind of stuff without someone's opinion. The only person whose opinion I'd trust is my on again/off again girlfriend. Lately she's just utterly unable to manage her time and in all likelihood we won't go...
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Arrr. I'm totally out of the army now. No longer affiliated with the United States military in any way. Well except for the final paycheck I'm waiting for. And well, I think I'm gonna keep the haircut too. I seem to have lost the ability to grow hair in the past 7 years.

I went in to work this weekend to fill out some health...
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