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Feeling a strange sense of isolation right now, and thinking I have only myself to blame.

Had a semi-interesting evening. Business at Hollywood Video was almost entirely as usual save for one tiny little detail. Apparently, at some point during the many years this location has been open, we managed to make an enemy. I use a very indefinite "we" as I was not, of course, an employee of the company for as long.

Anyways, setting aside the humorous and anecdotal...
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I'm incredibly bored, and somewhat lonely.

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One of the mice that I had mentioned in a previous post is now dead.

I feel a good deal responsible. Is it because it ate some of the burnt popcorn I left out the other night? Is it because my bed has been seeing a little more action topside and doesn't need the rodent fuckfests underneath? It might very well be due to the...
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I'm going to have a new camera in two days. Beginning either that same night or some time in the new future, I will be taught the process of developing film.

There aren't any proper words to describe the level of jazzed I am right now. The possibility of a creative outlet that actually rings true to me both thrills and terrifies me in ways...
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Nothing of interest to say.

I've backed myself into a corner. It's actually pretty good times depending on how you look at it. I'm embracing my more neurotic behaviours, and instead of denying their existence, attempting to find a way to utilize them in day-to-day functionality. I've grown quite tired of trying to be normal, or rather, socially acceptable standard deviation of normal. Anything else feels like a compromise of...
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I never even knew my absence could be conspicuous. How many other crazy concepts are there that I'll never even consider?

I'm srongly considering tearing up every measily root I've planted here, picking up, and going somewhere else entirely. Any recommendations for where the compulsively conflicted individual that is me should go?

I don't seem to be much of a comfort to those I care about, and I'd be remiss if I didn't admit that the reciprocal is also true. Something tells me there's some drastic...
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