selena

no sleep no sleep no sleep.
so much to do and no time, there is never enough time. i will clean the shower tonight and dust and make the flat look good. my pad is too small and its starting to irritate the shit outta me that i can't get a pet, not even enough room to keep a lizard and its tank, let alone a snake or kitty... darn flat mates that are that extra few inches shorter and teenier, they just don't feel the cramp. im cramped . claustrophobia.
i recently disowned a friend for the time being, hes a fucking shit - i hate not talking to people, , although i'm not happy with him i can't turn round and tell him whats up as i made a promise for someone else, i'm mad at how he treated one of my closest friends and i just can't forget it makes me sick and nightmares about him being in the room trying to shoot me in the back or me trying to shoot him, i cant really remember. although he's a dick,known him three and a half years i do owe him an explanation, not spoken to him properly for about 3 and a half weeks but i think that hes so wrapped up in himself he has only just realised, there are some people you just really don't need, most people have at least a few redeeming qualities but right now i just cannot think of one, he just doesnt care about anyone or the repercussions of his actions. fucktard!