I feel a gut renching emptyness today...
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My Nanna died on Tuesday.
She was the best Nanna anyone could ever hope for. I feel lucky to have had her in my life, for the times we spent together, for the conversations, for the meals we shared, the adventures we had, the things she taught me, for the love, the laughter and for every treasured moment spent in each others company.
I will...
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She was the best Nanna anyone could ever hope for. I feel lucky to have had her in my life, for the times we spent together, for the conversations, for the meals we shared, the adventures we had, the things she taught me, for the love, the laughter and for every treasured moment spent in each others company.
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tospiteyourface:
i'm sorry to hear that. it's not easy to lose someone you're close to. but it's good that you have such fond memories of her.
and, by way of response: i don't think that makes you strange, the needing to be alone to gather yourself. not any stranger than anyone else, at least. we all have our quirks. nevertheless, it's a hard thing to describe to people. i always considered it my way of unwinding and sorting out the things that i need to set straight in my head. and despite the fact that it's a very personal, intimate, individual thing ... it's kind of reassuring to know that you "get it."
and, by way of response: i don't think that makes you strange, the needing to be alone to gather yourself. not any stranger than anyone else, at least. we all have our quirks. nevertheless, it's a hard thing to describe to people. i always considered it my way of unwinding and sorting out the things that i need to set straight in my head. and despite the fact that it's a very personal, intimate, individual thing ... it's kind of reassuring to know that you "get it."
I Am Darkness
I'm alone in the dark.
Its cold and oh so painful.
My body aches to be free of this dark and terrible place.
Even in my dreams this darkness haunts me.
Its always there.
Lurking.
Cold.
Wrapping its icy fingers around my throat.
I ache.
I shiver.
I'm lost and frightened.
I search and search but the darkness surrounds me.
Darkness and...
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I'm alone in the dark.
Its cold and oh so painful.
My body aches to be free of this dark and terrible place.
Even in my dreams this darkness haunts me.
Its always there.
Lurking.
Cold.
Wrapping its icy fingers around my throat.
I ache.
I shiver.
I'm lost and frightened.
I search and search but the darkness surrounds me.
Darkness and...
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tospiteyourface:
this is good. dark, but good.
and i can relate, which makes it that much better.
and i can relate, which makes it that much better.
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romiero:
HHAHAHAHAH I really laughed out loud! That was funny shit.
DBZ is the shit! haah I want the DVD collection too. And Dragon ball GT and Dragonball and all the Movies And Dragonball Kai and Dragonball Z Kai. lol
DBZ is the shit! haah I want the DVD collection too. And Dragon ball GT and Dragonball and all the Movies And Dragonball Kai and Dragonball Z Kai. lol
bmaakeis:
Hemingway was a hack -- that dude on facebook deserves a 5 book deal.
I wonder how many car accidents have been caused by a driver sneazing?
I wonder this everytime I sneaze whilst driving
I wonder this everytime I sneaze whilst driving
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inamorato02:
Oh I needed the time off but at the same next I have to make sure next time I schedule my self somewhere to go or I just end up sitting in my house for a week, which sometimes I dont have a problem with butI think I needed a little getaway....
thnx4nuthin:
I did last night. It was pretty nice, actually. A whole 4 1/2 hours TGIF, though! Although, it would be better with power in the house! hahaha.
Im usually not the bearer of bad news, or a negative nancy, but yeah... it's been pretty rough. Good thing is I was waiting for Friday, and she finally came! Now all I have to do is survive the weekend, and life, as it is meant to be, will be a little more normaler.
Thanks for reading and posting!
TGIF, though! Although, it would be better with power in the house! hahaha. Im usually not the bearer of bad news, or a negative nancy, but yeah... it's been pretty rough. Good thing is I was waiting for Friday, and she finally came! Now all I have to do is survive the weekend, and life, as it is meant to be, will be a little more normaler.
Thanks for reading and posting!
I finally got some sleep last night! So happy!
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eroticgeek:
WOOT! Yay for sleep! What finally got you to dreamland?
eroticgeek:
Whatever it was, I am glad you finally got some much needed Z's. A friend of mine suggested to me as well that people with insomnia try drinking herbal tea. I don't know if all tea is caffeinated but I know you can get some without caffeine, so it seems logical! I might try it next time I have trouble with it myself.
So it's currently 2:50am, I've been snuggled up in bed for a couple of hours now, trying to sleep but I can't 
Hence why I'm on here, though Im not entirely ready to give up on sleep altogether yet.
How long do u persist? At what stage do u throw ur hands in the air in resignation and just bloody get up?
Hence why I'm on here, though Im not entirely ready to give up on sleep altogether yet.
How long do u persist? At what stage do u throw ur hands in the air in resignation and just bloody get up?
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eroticgeek:
Insomnia sucks. I try meditation and breathing techniques. It helps a lot of the times, but not always. Good luck getting some rest. I think we all need more of it these days. Oh and just a tidbit of useless information because I am full of it. Did you know that a yawn last around six seconds in duration? Interesting.
remfreeman:
Personally, I throw my hands up at about the four hour mark. I get up, do push ups, sit ups, drink some tea, and then try it all over again. That being said, I have lost more nights then I care to admit to insomnia. The bastard!!!
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brokenenglish:
That does look very beautiful!
rond:
the pictures look awsome. must've been wicked calming and relaxing
First blog.....hmmmm....
So i'm on holidays atm, i've got another week off work and I'm loving being able to stay up all hours of the night and sleep in as much as i like. I've been watching movies, vegging out, listening to music whilst drawing and eating good food...does it get much better then that?!
So i'm on holidays atm, i've got another week off work and I'm loving being able to stay up all hours of the night and sleep in as much as i like. I've been watching movies, vegging out, listening to music whilst drawing and eating good food...does it get much better then that?!
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thnx4nuthin:
Hope the holidays continue treating you well, and hope to see you round these parts!
rond:
hell no it dont. i love when i get days off. i hope it was everything it could be.
I love your profile pic - did you draw it?