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Today was better. Complicated at work but Better personally.... sorta. It started quite melencholy. I felt like it wasn't worth chewing through the leather straps this morning. But....
I got up, got ready and went out side and it was beautiful.
I was reminded of the song, Humility by Covenent.

I hope to have a visitor this weekend.......
I am weaving a new web.....

Well today was pleasant.......
7am:
I work at another store to help them out and I realize it is for no true purpose other then to give the boss an extra day off. I am stuck with new people and someone on their very first day. I am not super woman. I am the average woman. I did what I could and managed as best...
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Some time has past and my dark darling has moved on to college. He is only an hour and a half away. Oddly I feel like this distance between us does not mean that there is true distance....

knee deep in dreams of you
clover and streams of you
wading through reams of you
resting my head.

This is starting to be a curious month. I have many changes that are happening at once and I am distracted.
I have had much conflict with my roomate and friend lately.
I am yet again surrounded by drama involving co-workers again. One of them is having a partey tomorrow ngiht and a bunch of people from work are going to be there. I will...
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So I have been busy with many things for the past few months. Obviously since I have made no entries.
I have been working. I have been shopping for a car I dislike it. I have a boy in my bed... he just woke up. I will return to him now.......

So the birthday horrays have worn off and here I am in the "omg I'm almost 30". I'm still young dammit but I'm single... I think I am a nice good person with lots of diverse interests but I haven't been asked out in like 8mos! I don't have any friends that are my own age that I can spend personal time with so I...
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Today was awesome! Thanks for all the birthday notes!
I had a great time at Universal Studios! I got up early with 3 hours of sleep and spent the day there and then after met other friends for dinner at a quiet little Italian place on Venice. Very neeto gifts too! My mom and sis mailed me a gift. My Bapa (grandfather) mailed me a...
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Sometimes I wonder if people realize that they treat others like machines. Just something I notice when I have to run a register at work. Why are people so surprised when I talk to them like they exist? Is it because I am working and they don't expect to be noticed for who they are? Why wouldn't they want to be noticed that they were...
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Today was cra~zy.
I went to work at 11:15am, waited around till 1pm (because of miscommunication) checking my notes then went to my interview at 2pm. I was 45mins early. I got a drink and waited anxiously. I had my interview... It went very well! It was 1.5 hrs with one guy and then another 1.5 hrs with another. A 3hr interveiw... I have silly...
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Today was moderately productive...
I cleaned the house, did all the laundry, paid the bills and prepaired breakfast for tomorrow. I am pretty nervous about tomorrow.
*deep breaths*

This certainly is going to be a crazy week...
I need to be Business Girl tomorrow and put on my professional face. I think I am more nervous about tomorrow because I have to stifle my true...
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