I have neglected my entries... As it turned out My Darkest Darling did come to visit that weekend. We had a wonderful time and I worried for no reason... For Halloween, on Saturday 10/29 we went to Quarantine. It was a lot of fun. I wore full vinyl and was still able to dance my best, even with my 6 inch spike heels. We had...
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I feel the weight of the past month hang upon my shoulders this very night. I know that I only have a few days, if my insomnia will allow, to sleep and get rested for this Halloween weekend. So far, my plans are not definite. My Darkest Darling talks of coming to LA, but he seems vague. unsure. As if he doesn't want to, perhaps?...
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I woke up to the sound of rain this morning.
I felt like I was back in NY. I am glad I am not though.
My parents are still in town but they choose to go to a winery today, alone. I hope they have a nice, romantic time, and that the rain doesn't get in their way. My sister left last night.
I was...
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I felt like I was back in NY. I am glad I am not though.
My parents are still in town but they choose to go to a winery today, alone. I hope they have a nice, romantic time, and that the rain doesn't get in their way. My sister left last night.
I was...
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Well since I returned from my visit in Santa Barbara I have been spending time with my family. It is very tiresome with them. They don't ever seem to agree on anything and then when you think we have a plan or that everything is figured out someone changes their mind. Or says I thought we were doing this not that. It has only been...
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What a wonderful weekend!
As planned my Dark Darling came to me. We met at my work. We snuck out and went to a pastry shop. Soon later after lots of giggling and quick cuddles as well as finishing our delicious dessert at Elysee. My roommate Frieda picked us up and we went home.....
We had breakfast in the morning, late. We had waited for...
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As planned my Dark Darling came to me. We met at my work. We snuck out and went to a pastry shop. Soon later after lots of giggling and quick cuddles as well as finishing our delicious dessert at Elysee. My roommate Frieda picked us up and we went home.....
We had breakfast in the morning, late. We had waited for...
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It is going to be an odd month. I should say at least this one coming up. Many changes will be happening for me. They have already begun....
With the leaving of my Boss, Mike, after such a short time, I found very frustrating. We worked quite well together. Having seen what the previous GM's go through at my company I do not think I...
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With the leaving of my Boss, Mike, after such a short time, I found very frustrating. We worked quite well together. Having seen what the previous GM's go through at my company I do not think I...
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the_fin:
While I'd have to meet you in person to confirm my feeling that I've seen you around the clubs over recent years, I can't say I know how you normally dress up for the clubs.
Personally I'm partial to girls in big stompy boots, PVC babydoll dresses and/or corsets,etc... I'm certain that anything close to that would suit you just fine.
Haven't been to Quaranite since I played there on opening night. Have fun!
Personally I'm partial to girls in big stompy boots, PVC babydoll dresses and/or corsets,etc... I'm certain that anything close to that would suit you just fine.
Haven't been to Quaranite since I played there on opening night. Have fun!
It feels so strange sometimes when you are at this very difficult place in your life, which there are many, and yet you are still elated.
My Dark Darling has blessed me....
I feel comfortable in this tangled web....
My Dark Darling has blessed me....
I feel comfortable in this tangled web....
When I first walked outside today it was sunny.... It was beatiful. It was even sprinklig out. Made feel like I was in a fairy tale. But perhaps that is because I am drifting through my day as in a haze....
I am truely happy at this point.
How curious it is to find oneself in such a deep dark shadow of misery and then...
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I am truely happy at this point.
How curious it is to find oneself in such a deep dark shadow of misery and then...
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the_fin:
Hello new friend!
I've beeen extremely busy with work and such and haven't been on much. I only just today saw that you've finally added me after your long absence. Glad to hear that things have picked up for you since then. And apparently you've got a new bright spot you call "dark". Congratulations on that. It always helps to have someone to feel good with.
I've beeen extremely busy with work and such and haven't been on much. I only just today saw that you've finally added me after your long absence. Glad to hear that things have picked up for you since then. And apparently you've got a new bright spot you call "dark". Congratulations on that. It always helps to have someone to feel good with.
Oh what a wonderful weekend this has been!
Ah, what a roller coaster my life is. But what passionate joys I have with the deep sorrows. It is worth it all to me now... For these last couple of days are eternal in my mind and heart.
Perhaps I will share more later....
But till then I must straiten my web, re-weave a few strands.......
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Ah, what a roller coaster my life is. But what passionate joys I have with the deep sorrows. It is worth it all to me now... For these last couple of days are eternal in my mind and heart.
Perhaps I will share more later....
But till then I must straiten my web, re-weave a few strands.......
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I met my new boss tonight. I think this will be an interesting team. We are short staffed and alll is being positive. I see rough times ahead. But at the end I will see the light. I will see my family and they will be here for a week. This will be my christmas time. I am very anxious about everything right now. I...
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Today was better. Complicated at work but Better personally.... sorta. It started quite melencholy. I felt like it wasn't worth chewing through the leather straps this morning. But....
I got up, got ready and went out side and it was beautiful.
I was reminded of the song, Humility by Covenent.
I hope to have a visitor this weekend.......
I am weaving a new web.....
I got up, got ready and went out side and it was beautiful.
I was reminded of the song, Humility by Covenent.
I hope to have a visitor this weekend.......
I am weaving a new web.....
Well today was pleasant.......
7am:
I work at another store to help them out and I realize it is for no true purpose other then to give the boss an extra day off. I am stuck with new people and someone on their very first day. I am not super woman. I am the average woman. I did what I could and managed as best...
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7am:
I work at another store to help them out and I realize it is for no true purpose other then to give the boss an extra day off. I am stuck with new people and someone on their very first day. I am not super woman. I am the average woman. I did what I could and managed as best...
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