It is going to be an odd month. I should say at least this one coming up. Many changes will be happening for me. They have already begun....
With the leaving of my Boss, Mike, after such a short time, I found very frustrating. We worked quite well together. Having seen what the previous GM's go through at my company I do not think I want to suffer through those trials. I do so very much enjoy my job and wish this could be working out. I say this because I have recently implored my DM to meet with me or call me to discuss my future with CBTL. I believe I work very hard for their company. I aim to please and be simply the best. But When I mentioned that I had been offered another job that would pay more, he simply stated, "Well ok then.". I make a conscious effort to not take this personal but I still feel the sting. But it isnt the sting of a single bee. I find La La Land to be a gianormous honeycomb. Yet none of the bees wish to share. I do not take this personal because I know that he is just not thinking. I do not think that he has realized that he is a conscious being. But obviously I do not know this boy. I concluded the meeting stating that I was going to go through the interview process with this other company and see what they had to offer me. Again he casually shrugged and seemed ok with my leaving the company. Empty promises.... I do not think that unless he does what I do not predict I will not be staying much longer. I will leave as soon as possible in fact. I will greatly miss everyone that I have worked with and hope that I can maintain relationships with those willing.
But instead of looking at this is a disappointing experience I shall view it as a challenge. Everything will work out in the end. Even if it seems almost impossible.
It is never too late to do what you want and be the person you want to be. Life is what I make it.
I make my life happy and take the bills in stride.
What doesn't kill us certainly makes us stronger. Especially the nicks and bruises......
My Dark Darling is visiting me again This weekend. I anticipate his return every waking moment. We are going to go to QUARANTINE on Saturday. I cannot wait! I haven't gone to a club in too long.
Oh what to wear.... what to wear....
Any suggestions?
With the leaving of my Boss, Mike, after such a short time, I found very frustrating. We worked quite well together. Having seen what the previous GM's go through at my company I do not think I want to suffer through those trials. I do so very much enjoy my job and wish this could be working out. I say this because I have recently implored my DM to meet with me or call me to discuss my future with CBTL. I believe I work very hard for their company. I aim to please and be simply the best. But When I mentioned that I had been offered another job that would pay more, he simply stated, "Well ok then.". I make a conscious effort to not take this personal but I still feel the sting. But it isnt the sting of a single bee. I find La La Land to be a gianormous honeycomb. Yet none of the bees wish to share. I do not take this personal because I know that he is just not thinking. I do not think that he has realized that he is a conscious being. But obviously I do not know this boy. I concluded the meeting stating that I was going to go through the interview process with this other company and see what they had to offer me. Again he casually shrugged and seemed ok with my leaving the company. Empty promises.... I do not think that unless he does what I do not predict I will not be staying much longer. I will leave as soon as possible in fact. I will greatly miss everyone that I have worked with and hope that I can maintain relationships with those willing.
But instead of looking at this is a disappointing experience I shall view it as a challenge. Everything will work out in the end. Even if it seems almost impossible.
It is never too late to do what you want and be the person you want to be. Life is what I make it.
I make my life happy and take the bills in stride.
What doesn't kill us certainly makes us stronger. Especially the nicks and bruises......
My Dark Darling is visiting me again This weekend. I anticipate his return every waking moment. We are going to go to QUARANTINE on Saturday. I cannot wait! I haven't gone to a club in too long.
Oh what to wear.... what to wear....
Any suggestions?
Personally I'm partial to girls in big stompy boots, PVC babydoll dresses and/or corsets,etc... I'm certain that anything close to that would suit you just fine.
Haven't been to Quaranite since I played there on opening night. Have fun!