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another blog
i gained alot of weight over christmas
it pisses me off
for a few years i was heavily into mixed martial arts and competed in a few jiu jitsu and submission wrestling tournaments
i also used to take part in powerlifting competitions so i have been in and out of gym and training camps for about 15 years
im really fucked off...
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another blog
i gained alot of weight over christmas
it pisses me off
for a few years i was heavily into mixed martial arts and competed in a few jiu jitsu and submission wrestling tournaments
i also used to take part in powerlifting competitions so i have been in and out of gym and training camps for about 15 years
im really fucked off...
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lil_em:
Hmmmm, surprisingly that picture doesn't do it for me, those thighs are disgusting! That might be because my own thighs are too big for the rest of my body (although not toned like hers) 
Glad you're enjoying the new gym; this must be your first ever blog without Josh pics
xx
Glad you're enjoying the new gym; this must be your first ever blog without Josh pics
xx
bygbadwulf:
goddman, i better get to work
ok sorry
happy new year people
how did you spend it?
i was tucked up in bed by 10pm being s boring fucker
god im getting old
im back to work in the morning which im not looking forward to
god why cant i just win the lottery
the only good thing is i have a weeks annual holiday i have to use by february otherwise i...
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how did you spend it?
i was tucked up in bed by 10pm being s boring fucker
god im getting old
im back to work in the morning which im not looking forward to
god why cant i just win the lottery
the only good thing is i have a weeks annual holiday i have to use by february otherwise i...
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lil_em:
Hello you,
I worked in the cab, ferrying pissed fucking rude wankers from one house to another last night. Still, I earned ok money so it was just about worth it. Managed to get home for a quick 10 minute break just in time to see the new year in with my favourite being; Tessie. Bless her, she was curled up on the sofa when I burst in giving her lots of hugs and kisses!!
I like the sentiments of a new year and all the reflection and hopes and dreams it encourages us to think about for the new year, but the booze and downright fucking arsehole behaviour of the masses out there totally ruins it for me. I think you did the right thing by staying home chick.
Boring fact about me; I dunno; I used to play the flute, and pretty well too
I'm sure I can think of more interesting things to say but never mind, that'll do.
Anyway, better go, I need chocolate
xx
I worked in the cab, ferrying pissed fucking rude wankers from one house to another last night. Still, I earned ok money so it was just about worth it. Managed to get home for a quick 10 minute break just in time to see the new year in with my favourite being; Tessie. Bless her, she was curled up on the sofa when I burst in giving her lots of hugs and kisses!!
I like the sentiments of a new year and all the reflection and hopes and dreams it encourages us to think about for the new year, but the booze and downright fucking arsehole behaviour of the masses out there totally ruins it for me. I think you did the right thing by staying home chick.
Boring fact about me; I dunno; I used to play the flute, and pretty well too
I'm sure I can think of more interesting things to say but never mind, that'll do.
Anyway, better go, I need chocolate
xx
lil_em:
Not good. I can't find any.
But, I did manage to find a rather lush strawberry probiotic yoghurt from M&S no less! So I've scoffed that, and my conscience is clear too, bonus!
I've got such a headache though, gonna go to bed in a minute.
Nunite sweetheart.
xx
But, I did manage to find a rather lush strawberry probiotic yoghurt from M&S no less! So I've scoffed that, and my conscience is clear too, bonus!
I've got such a headache though, gonna go to bed in a minute.
Nunite sweetheart.
xx
ah the beauty of the internet
people brave enough to say shit over a computer that they wouldnt ever say to my face
your all so cool making fun of me being a catholic and for me actually having a problem
you rock!!
anyway
i have wasted enough time on you
ok
update time
christmas went great, josh got spoilt rotten
im currently getting my...
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people brave enough to say shit over a computer that they wouldnt ever say to my face
your all so cool making fun of me being a catholic and for me actually having a problem
you rock!!
anyway
i have wasted enough time on you
ok
update time
christmas went great, josh got spoilt rotten
im currently getting my...
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rdpixie:
I'm looking forward to seeing I Am Legend I think it looks awesome!
wendy:
you have a nice way of putting words in my mouth! Why don't you read what I actually wrote instead of reading what you want it to say. While you're at it, read my blog.
some drunken irish christmas music for you
i hope everyone had a good one
im finally just breaking the flu ive had for 2 weeks
i got lost season 3 and heroes season 1 on dvd
guitar hero 3 was an early christmas present and i think it may be laced with heroin its so addictive
tasha is also getting me a hd dvd player...
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i hope everyone had a good one
im finally just breaking the flu ive had for 2 weeks
i got lost season 3 and heroes season 1 on dvd
guitar hero 3 was an early christmas present and i think it may be laced with heroin its so addictive
tasha is also getting me a hd dvd player...
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sooze:
:0 youre on a porn site.... and on xmas day..... isnt that kinda against what you're meant to believe in? I mean Im more offended by your aparant lack of faith than that set for sure. 
lil_em:
Thank you sweetie. I'm ok today ta, had a little cry this morning when Muse came on the radio but been fine since then. Just watching Anchorman, it's pretty disappointing.
What you up to?
xx
What you up to?
xx
god im so fucking ill
finished work yesterday and im back on the 2nd
i have been ill all week but had to work otherwise i wont get paid
fuck it
i feel really guilty because i missed joshes christmas party today because of how rough i feel
finished work yesterday and im back on the 2nd
i have been ill all week but had to work otherwise i wont get paid
fuck it
i feel really guilty because i missed joshes christmas party today because of how rough i feel
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amenti:
happy xmas, I hope you're feeling better *hugz*
sunshine:
Merry Christmas!!
xoxo
Sunshine
Merry Christmas!!
xoxo
Sunshine
guitar hero 3 is gonna kill me 
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lilcali:
My son loves that game.!!
lil_em:
Because I'm always with my friends or sis and have to get back home! It's a bit difficult to either sneak off for a while, or suddenly bump into a strange fella on a day out with the girls!
Hopefully one day I'll be up your way on my own and then I will come say hi
x
Hopefully one day I'll be up your way on my own and then I will come say hi
x
how is everyone?
god its freezing
i so cant wait for my work to break up for christmas
josh is doing great, he really loves cuddles now which is awesome
ok
time for a history lesson
from when i was 15 till i was 23 i worked at my sisters nightclub in greenwich london. its near the millenium dome. i worked as a barman and...
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god its freezing
i so cant wait for my work to break up for christmas
josh is doing great, he really loves cuddles now which is awesome
ok
time for a history lesson
from when i was 15 till i was 23 i worked at my sisters nightclub in greenwich london. its near the millenium dome. i worked as a barman and...
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big_trouble:
I still spin the Roy Davis stuff anytime I need a lift. Good clip.
xxxsirenxxx:
wow! how did you meet tasha? i love hearing this stuff. sorry, i am a romantic.
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serillian:
what i meant to say was, she's very pretty and should smile more cuz she's even prettier when she does
xxxsirenxxx:
what a sweet boy! 
Happy 1st Birthday, Josh!
oh my. you look yummy. nice arms, chest and shoulders!
Happy 1st Birthday, Josh!
oh my. you look yummy. nice arms, chest and shoulders!
8 things you wish your girlfriend would say to you
1} im bored, lets shave my pussy
2}are you sure youve had enough to drink?
3}that fart was great, do another one
4}of course i swallow, i love it
5}just for a change, put it in my arse
6}how about i get my sister in for a threesome?
7}no thats ok, you carry on watching...
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1} im bored, lets shave my pussy
2}are you sure youve had enough to drink?
3}that fart was great, do another one
4}of course i swallow, i love it
5}just for a change, put it in my arse
6}how about i get my sister in for a threesome?
7}no thats ok, you carry on watching...
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clio:
google?
lil_em:
I was only a few minutes from you again last night............. 
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lil_em:
See, I didn't think that was such a bad line, in context of how our conversations had been in the previous 24 hours! Maybe it sounded a lot more sordid/cheap in my blog than it actually was?
Anyway, I've not heard from him now since that text so I guess he took my reply pretty badly, his poor ego eh.
Hope you're having a lovely weekend hon.
xx
Anyway, I've not heard from him now since that text so I guess he took my reply pretty badly, his poor ego eh.
Hope you're having a lovely weekend hon.
xx
lil_em:
OK I guess thank you hon.
I'm just thinking about going to bed, just so it's over with for another day.
I know you should never wish your life away but I wish I could fast forward 3 months or so, and get the next few shitty weeks out of the way
Hope you're ok babe.
xx
I'm just thinking about going to bed, just so it's over with for another day.
I know you should never wish your life away but I wish I could fast forward 3 months or so, and get the next few shitty weeks out of the way
Hope you're ok babe.
xx