sdrawkcabepyt

I'm going to explode...
All day I've been shaking with fury and frustration, my gut boiling with anger. My co-workers say I'm being pissy and a downer, but they don't understand how I feel or why I feel this way. I come up with good ideas to help us get projects done faster or more efficiently, but all they do is mock me and say I complain too much -- it's probably true, but do your fucking job. I have nobody to talk to seriously, and no way to vent my frustration and anger which have caused staggering physical, mental, and emotional changes in me. If I were home I could vent; talking with family, feel comfortable crying -- hell, even punching a hole in the wall would be healthy compared to bottling all of this crazy energy up inside. I don't think I've every been this angry or depressed in my life.