Cut me open and see inside.
I want you to hurt me.
Make me feel -- even fear.
I want your love, and all of your rage.
It's passion, and I itch unendingly for all you have.
Slam my skull against the headboard.
Claw at my back.
Bite my neck.
Hit me. Hard.
Run your fingers through my hair, then pull at it.
Do all...
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Spending some time in the bottle, killing my feelings to save my friendship with her. whatever
cleokat:
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I'm going to explode...
All day I've been shaking with fury and frustration, my gut boiling with anger. My co-workers say I'm being pissy and a downer, but they don't understand how I feel or why I feel this way. I come up with good ideas to help us get projects done faster or more efficiently, but all they do is...
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I'm about to ramble, so brace yourselves.

Well, after fucking up my relationship with one of my friends, she has distanced herself from me; now I'm alone with my thoughts again. I feel like I now have to spend all of my free time with others, or run the risk of sinking into madness; driven there by my own inner conflict -- my desires...
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Been up since 2:00 this morning, and currently running on 2 hours of sleep, a java chip frappuccino, and half a sandwich; so I'm pretty out of it. When I get this way I typically think about my place in the world, and I feel really down. I feel like I've never truly had a positive impact on someone's life - short...
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cleokat:
Haha that's right, I'm a pussy biggrin Maybe I'll build up my courage and contact him. And thank you smile I hope to become good again, so I can post more videos
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Warning: Rant threat is eminent.

I really question my decisions I've made about my life in the last couple of years; primarily the decision to join the military. Perhaps I just had too high of expectations, but military life seems to be a huge let-down. I live in a cramped, worn-down old dorm building on a pitifully small military base, and I see proof...
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cleokat:
smile I love Bleach, but I haven't kept up with it in a while. Kinda miss it.
cleokat:
Thank you smile