I'm about to ramble, so brace yourselves.
Well, after fucking up my relationship with one of my friends, she has distanced herself from me; now I'm alone with my thoughts again. I feel like I now have to spend all of my free time with others, or run the risk of sinking into madness; driven there by my own inner conflict -- my desires and view of the world clashing with my (almost forced) moral principles and sense of what effects my actions may have on my future. I dislike my job, hate my supervisor, and I'm tired of kissing ass, but I know that I have no fallback if I get kicked out/quit my military career, so I have to put up with things for now, and turn a blind eye to the disgraceful things I see on a regular basis.
On a lighter note, Christmas is coming up, and though it wasn't exactly what she thought she'd be getting me, my mom has agreed to finance a small tattoo as her present to me. To go along with my FMA theme, I was thinking about getting this:
If I stick with this idea, I'll get it on the left side of my chest.
People don't really peg me as a tattoo type of person, and when I talk about getting one I feel like everyone asks me what the meaning of it is. I HATE that question. Well, I like the anime that it came from, I thought it looked cool, and I like tattoos. I'm not really that deep -- it has no profound meaning to me.
Hope everyone had a great holiday weekend.
Deuces.
Well, after fucking up my relationship with one of my friends, she has distanced herself from me; now I'm alone with my thoughts again. I feel like I now have to spend all of my free time with others, or run the risk of sinking into madness; driven there by my own inner conflict -- my desires and view of the world clashing with my (almost forced) moral principles and sense of what effects my actions may have on my future. I dislike my job, hate my supervisor, and I'm tired of kissing ass, but I know that I have no fallback if I get kicked out/quit my military career, so I have to put up with things for now, and turn a blind eye to the disgraceful things I see on a regular basis.
On a lighter note, Christmas is coming up, and though it wasn't exactly what she thought she'd be getting me, my mom has agreed to finance a small tattoo as her present to me. To go along with my FMA theme, I was thinking about getting this:
If I stick with this idea, I'll get it on the left side of my chest.
People don't really peg me as a tattoo type of person, and when I talk about getting one I feel like everyone asks me what the meaning of it is. I HATE that question. Well, I like the anime that it came from, I thought it looked cool, and I like tattoos. I'm not really that deep -- it has no profound meaning to me.
Hope everyone had a great holiday weekend.
Deuces.