I laugh, but it's forced. I smile, but there's no happiness behind it. I'm finding less and less reasons to still be here. Why am I here? I just can't take losing this battle anymore. I can't take the heartbreak anymore. I'm causing more hurt than good. I just keep falling farther and harder. I think it's time for me to... Read More
Of course when I finally get the chance to see my man the weather has to take a turn for the worse. It's supposed to snow all week and get down to the low -30s (in degrees celcius)!!!! FML I just hope the highways are good for driving. I can handle snow and cold (I'm a true born & raised albertan lol)...I can't handle not... Read More
In 3 and a half days I'll see my man for the first time in almost two months. I know you can't rape the willing, however, tears and a slight sense of violation on his part may occur. Consider this his fair warning