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May 12, 2020
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Not really much to talk about or post. Same things really. Finished the model. There were some flaws in the design that I've messaged to the maker in hope that they can improve on it. Started working on the next model, but the primer color I have for airbrushing is very light, so I ordered a darker color and have to wait for that to come in.

I have to say, and I'm tired of saying this, that I'm down. I would say I'm depressed, but that is a given. Feeling depressed is basically how someone feels all the time when they are diagnosed with depression...sometimes we can mask it and even feel happy, but it always seems to be there underneath. This has been a week now of feeling down. And of course with this comes the self doubt, the worse dreams and sleep. I know most people are going through feeling down right now, and saying it is getting old. I just don't really have much else to talk about.

Arrrgh, okay, I didn't need something to talk about this badly. The woodpecker has started pecking on the house again today. We had a many year truce from when I saved his life and kept him warm while he recovered from a window strike and I found him lying on the ground. But I see the truce is off. I have to go out and glare at him again. Hmm, maybe a new one has moved in and doesn't know about the truce. I'll try to explain it to him first, and how he should find a nice tree to pound on rather than our house.

Off I go. I hope you all have a great day and a re feeling happy. Love and hugs to you all. **MWAH**

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user0810231000:
Everything Will be okay honey 🖤
May 13, 2020
schiavona:
@izzyvonl Thank you.  I know it will, but my brain still tries to trick me.  I'm feeling a bit better today, so I think I'm finally on an upswing back to normal.
May 13, 2020

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