Weeks of disturbing dreams. I've found I really don't like to sleep any more. I like the idea. We get to bed and snuggle up. Then...no sleep. I know I'm going to have horrible, terrible dreams. So I have trouble sleeping.
Last night's horrid dreams were capped off by, after being driven and harried and left feeling despair, I put a gun in my mouth and pulled the trigger. The noise of the shot still was loud in my ears when it jerked me out of sleep.
Took a while to get back to sleep after that. **sigh** I hate my dreams any more.