Please, if you are considering suicide, please hang on and ask for help. I know it's hard, and I know your brain will trick you into thinking you have no other option. Life is hard, and getting harder, it sucks and a privileged few are making it worse. But don't let them win. Don't give in. I do understand that it's easier to just make it all go away. But try.
You are stronger than you think. You are more loved than you think.
Please.