My friend Amanda just got told that the school she is teaching at will not pick up her contract for next year, because "she does not fit the demographics of the students". What that translates to is that she is white in a poor predominately black school. I mean, when they hired her they knew she was white, so why is this suddenly a shock...
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I learned something last week. One needs to wash their models if they are going to paint them, because sometimes an oily residue is left on them and the paint/primer won't bond and instead bubbles or slides off. Who knew? Well, you and me now. So obviously I tried to airbrush the model and the paint slid off, so after a quick web search I...
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Not really much to talk about or post. Same things really. Finished the model. There were some flaws in the design that I've messaged to the maker in hope that they can improve on it. Started working on the next model, but the primer color I have for airbrushing is very light, so I ordered a darker color and have to wait for that to...
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Thank you @elune for nominating me.
As with everyone, choosing just one song is almost an impossibility. Do I go with my favorite artist? Belinda Carlisle, if you are interested. That would make it even more difficult since I love so much of her work. No, I will have to go with a song that evokes a strong memory, not in general, but of a...
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Today's emotions are brought to you by sadness and anger. The sadness I get. Not sure where the anger is coming from. Hmm, maybe it's more annoyance. Yeah, that feels more like it. So sadness and annoyance. Still...
Worked more on the model some, ran several errands with Karen. Amanda and Alan are coming over in a few minutes and we'll hang out and play...
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It is Thursday, right?
Today I have finally forced myself to deal with the truth: There really is no place for a person like me. That is, for a Paladin, a person that sees the world in terms of right and wrong, black and white. Everyone sees in shades of grey, but that's really hard for me. I see things as one or the other....
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Day 2 of feeling down. I think it's a normal downtrend in my depression cycle. Nothing to do but push through it and see how tomorrow is. I couldn't face kung fu last night, almost made me cry to think of doing it. Another bad night's sleep. I slept all night, but had unsettling dreams, which are not unusual for me, but also not helpful...
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Good morning to you all! I hope your Monday is off to a great start as we celebrate May the 4th! Ooo, which reminds me, I need to pay bills.
Been working on painting a model and I finally finished. It was not very extensive, I was just disappointed with the results of my painting. But it's a smaller scale model so I could not...
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It's a rainy, dreary day today here in North Carolina. Getting to watch the water come down and wash the trees of dust making everything look bright and green. I love days like today. I'm going to go for a drive in this to make sure I don't miss it. All too soon summer will come and everything will be baked too hot to stand...
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What shall today bring? Hard to tell. I'm tired, so maybe a nap, but I've been over caffeinating myself so much lately, maybe not. Obviously I'll be working on the necklace. I have a chiropractor appointment today that my back is really looking forward to going. Laundry, vacuuming, standard stuff. Some friends, and Karen's old pottery teacher, stopped by yesterday with a load of pottery...
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Just a reminder what today is. I tried to post an update for yesterday but SG would not take it. Oh well, I have more to talk about today.
I was heading out to pick up lunch and I saw a vulture on the side of the road, wasn't sure if it was dead or not, that was hit by a car while trying to...
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Just wanted to remind everyone what today is. It's hard to keep track sometimes. :-)
Difficult times for Karen. She has to control her anger and grief as she watches her sector get gutted by people more concerned with rumor than actual facts, more concerned with profit that with science. And watch people she has been coaching to be better and learn more become terrified...
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