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Oh dear lord what have I gotten myself into?


Wish me luck on this monster....

Who knew a yard sale could be so hetic....

smile miao!!
tsalt:
I'll give you $2 for the lamp skull
armadillofuzz:
fun fun fun. you've started it and now have to finish. good luck. ARRR!!!
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I'm going threw everything, for a yard sale.

Getting rid of your stuff it awkward. I have all these memories and things attached to these silly objects. How do I explain to the old lady buying my lamp, that I rescued it from the dumpster at my first apartment, and fixed it up. It was one of the first pieces of furniture that I got...
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loismustdie:
saw your pic on the hookup page... you are adorable!!!
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ayin:
see, its usually me and my sister that have to help my mom get rid of useless junk; for instance, my parents just bought a new house recently, and my mom refused to put anything in the kitchen up for weeks until we both got there, because the amount of useless stuff my parents have collected over the years is ungodly:

my sister: (after literally three hours of trying to force my mom to get up and do something about the mess),

"Why don't we play a game! the rules are simple: if you can name: 1.what the hell this thing is, 2.what its purpose is in the kitchen 3. one time in the last year somebody who lives here has actually used it, and 4. prove to me that you don't have another one somewhere, we won't get rid of it!"

my mom: "well...I don't know..."

sister: "Come on, it'll be fun!" whatever

By the time whole expierence ended, we caught my mom trying hide things from us several times, just so we wouldn't get of them surreal tongue

The University I was at before cancelled the program I was majoring in half-way through the semester, with no warning to any of us at all. So, I'm basically out, oh...$20,000.00, with bearly anything to show for it mad Good thing I have, like, 40 years to pay the loan back.

Like I told you before, good luck w/ your bother; sounds like you certainly need it...kiss
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Well, I did it.

I ignored all my better thoughts, and went right back into the mess.

I talked to Brandon. It hasn't been horrible, but it just feels like going threw the motions. We are only making polite conversation.

I'm gagging on the words.. "meth addict"


I can't say it, and he won't admit it. He wont' even own up to the drinking anymore....
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Yeah ummmmm.. leaving it on pause for 3 days. No good baby.. no good at all.

Not sure what to say about Brandon you don't already know. Sorry you are not able to break free of the cycle you are in on that one. Not a easy thing at all.

Other than that I hope you are well.
click_here:
tnx fr joiningthe cellpone camera group. i havent done anythign with it yet, but i plan to real soon.. when i applied for it, it took a long time to get an approval, i forgot i had even applied hehe

keep your eyes peeled for the next week or so , it will have all sorts of updates.............


oh, why are you the former master of the universe, was that pre he-man days or after smile
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If I could right now, I'd scream.

I dont have the will; it's just not in me.

I don't even have the energy to cry. However it would be very easy to smash my fist into flesh. Thats pathetic in my book.

I wish everyone would leave me alone, but I don't and they won't.

Brandon called again, damn it.. He was so fuckin drunk...
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sigma:
Hmm, a frequently updating old skool member with no pics and a very small friends list.

I like you already.
asunder:
Do you visit all those groups? How? I'd love to let you into the vibe group, but I'm sticking with the story rule.
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Correction In my last posted I was a horrible awful person. I would like to apologize for any confusion this may have caused.

In other news, I am going to get VERY drunk tonight. I can't think of anything that sounds better right now.

My cat, Oblio is sleeping on me. It's super cute, shes snoring. (Collective awe)....


smile miao!!
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mowskviz:
Hope you had fun
littlequeenie:
wonderful name for a cat.
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Brandon called tonight... Out of nowhere the phone rings and hes just there

I think he's bi-polar. I think he's like my mother. Dear god, I don't think I can handle that, how can my brother be like this too.

He's so up and so down. He's always been that way, but it's getting worse. More up and down. More drinking. I think, or other...
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toneski:
Freeway 2...nice... Vincent gallo is the shit. wink

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Coming up at eleven...

I haven't always been the perky and out going person you all know! (That was sarcastic, teeming with sarcasms...)

I use to be a VERY angry, bitter, hurt little girl. I wore my damage parts like a shinny suit of bitterness, hurt, and rage. I bore it for all to see. It made me.

My freshman year I had a teacher,...
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h34rt4gr4m:
aww i'm glad to hear your dog is ok. and i'm glad to hear your ok too. i think i'm somewhat in your (old) boat. i'm bitter, even though i don't like to be. i've just been hurt so much.

anywho, i'm also glad you got your tire slasher figured out (at least pretty much.) it's stupid to be pissed about things that happened so long ago, even though many people (and even i) still do it.
tahliana:
I think a better way of dealing with the past self, is by accepting the fact that *yes*, i was that person, that person is still inside of me but she has grown to be the self i am today. Its all about self growth and moving forwards, if you deny that part of yourself, you are holding back other emotions you could be feeling. Not saying you WANT to be feeling the depressed suicidal person (of course!), but being able to balance all the emotions and self awareness together, is better than ignoring that side of your being.

Meh, im rambling crap but hey. Hello smile

Oh, and this made me laugh: VICES: Everyone should believe in somthing, I believe I'll have another beer. smile

heehe
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I'm in the middle of super clean 2004.

I have 3 rooms left, It feels good.

I'm keeping a low profile, maybe it will help with the whole tire thing.

Basicly the tire dude, said, "you can only patch a tire so many times, then it's more patch then tire... next time you gonna have to get a new tire.."

Maybe keeping to myself/home will...
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armadillofuzz:
your cat wants attention damnit. biggrin
the_gargirl:
My tires were slashed when I was in high school. Since I didn't "see" who did it, the police couldn't do anything. Although, a week later the "jocks" in my english class were making jokes about it. I knew that they did it.....I'm sure they were burned by karma since.
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My buddie from back home... names his son Jonas Wakefield.

I'm not jokeing. He named his son after a Weezer song. arg.

You know... "my name is Jonas.. I'm carrying the wheel.." and so forth.

And it's not like it's his first and middle name it's just his first name...

poor kid....


in other news... the cat is sleeping on me. smile miao!!
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bridgetwnpeddler:
whoa, sorry I missed your last entry. I cannot imagine anyone wanting to slash your tires..

uggghhh..

and another person near you passed away.

so much tragedy.

sorry.
h34rt4gr4m:
i think it's a cool name, just as long as a band hasn't used it. smile
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Todays headline:

"IF IT COULD GO WRONG IT WOULD GO WRONG!"

Here are a few examples of why today was living hell...

Example 1:
When you have to be some place by 8:30am your car will have a flat tire.

Example 2:
For mentioned flat tire will make you cry, and freak out and be very late returning rented slide projector.

Example 3:
Once you...
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rockellle:
Well dear if it weren't for bad days we would never be able to tell what good days were!! Thats my theory for my stock pile of bad days!
rumrunner:
THAT'S ONE FUCKING TWILIGHT ZONE OF A DAY skull
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Ok I apologize. I am very sorry. I love my mother, very much, we have been very close.
But my mother has MAJOR issues. I have been taking care of my mother for the last ten years. It makes my head spin sometimes.

A few months ago, I started getting REALLY sick. Every time I ate anything, I got ill. I got light headed, I...
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the_gargirl:
My mom is lonely, jobless and depressed now. She was laid off and now trading stocks. She paid lots of $ for Lipo. and gain the weight back.She's always making hints about her children should help her out. She's always had very good income for herself but, kept it all to herself...I moved out when I was 17. We didn't get along at all. We talk now but, I could never live w/ her again. I would go MAD!
bridgetwnpeddler:
Yeah I don't think I could live with my Dad or spend that much time with him. Someday I am sure I will have to take care of him but I will wait for someday.

For now we have a rare visits and they go well enough. Best to leave well enough alone for now.

I hope things get better.

Love your little saying.
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On the Northwest front, there is much Jewish mother guilt in the forcast.

Somewhere along the lines of life, my mother started to make my tummy hurt. I can't tell you when this car took a bad turn but it did. Tonight was no diffrent.

In maybe thrity seconds, she takes a nice phone conversation and makes it horrid. Shes good at it. It's Jewish...
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mobprod:
Several of my best friends are Jewish and I've experienced and discussed the phenomenon plenty with them. You have my condolences!
lovitch:
How sad, sorry things suck with your mother. But I have a great Mother and so happy to have her still.
Love your profile pic
see ya ooo aaa