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Why the hell do people want to be safe? Unchallenged? Stagnant?

If I said something that was obviouslt sexist/racist/prejudicial and didn't realize it, I'd THANK someone for alerting me to it's patently offensive nature...

Yes, I'm rambling.

I'm sleep deprived.

I also am just flat out pissed off. What the fuck is so wrong with having things challenged?????? Is your (generic you of course) world-view...
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Poetry day, eh? How about something inspired by an effing musical, hmm?
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We want to be fooled.
We NEED it to be that simple.

If someone can control it
If someone can shape it
then maybe it's not so complex.
not so bleak.

But they need someone too.
so
They cling to God of course.

We all trust Him.
Don't we?

It says so...
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krista:
I thought the Pixies deal was actually happening. I almost peed my pants.

*says a little prayer to the rock and roll gods*
krista:
Very good.

And very much appreciated.
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So I'm really REALLY sleepy...

My eyes keep closing without any input from me...

Why the hell am I fighting it? It's like there's some rally good reason I need to stay awake...

But there really isn't.

I mean, sure, there's some shit I'm avoiding, but that's not for another day or so..

But y'know, there's really nothing I'm looking forward to. Maybe that's the...
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smoggy:
Get to sleep, then again if you don't have to be up in the morning why bother, take some pro plus and get surfing away. I woke up at 7:30 and 2 and a half hours later I'm knackered. I'll have to have another cup of tea.
smoggy:
Don't know what happened there, my page expired so I refreshed and it came up again.
You're no spring chicken yourself mate!!
But we have the experience.
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Auto repair.

Auto repair.

Auto repair.

Too much money.

More than I have.

More than I can easily get.

More than I can get with much effort.

fuck.
mad puke frown
krista:
Oops...that was coincidence.

Sorry, about the car. That happened to me at the beginning of the summer.
jia:
car repairs are shitty indeed.
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A day late for poetry day... But only by some hours... It's really the end of Wed for me anyway so Nyah!

twisted up tight
knotted hard and fast
with delicate deliberation

A strangesweet aching
A starlight shine behind closed doors
and almost forgotten tastes bleeding into a starker now.

simple longings are never and eternal
respectively
scarecrow:
And for some reason another one pops out like an unexpected twin.. (oh, not that he'll ever see it, but- Way to go Dave!!!)

So the beer bottles sit around me.
Empty of all but my time
Killing me?
Yeah, I think so.
But what else is there, really?

I can't have what I want,
But..
IF iI got it what the hell next, hmmm?
And would I know what to do with it?
Would fucking it all up be part of the plan?

And do I deserve what's coming to me?

And do I really need it to be deserved?

But all I can think about right now is masturbation and laundry.
krista:
The categories are free to shift, have no fear.

I can't write poetry. Sigh.
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If there's one thing I hate more than Disco, it's having anything I say be used to judge what I say later.

Context is king.

The medium IS the message and all, eh?

Guessed I cursed with being an XL.

(No that isn't a penis reference... Size isn't always about that... Just usually...)
eeek whatever biggrin
krista:
It's a Spanish publication, I have few details at this point. It may also be online, but my details are somewhat sketchy until my rep answers some questions.

Saying the medium is the message makes me have university flashbacks. Ow!
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Up and down day...

Ended on the upswing... But not quite over, eh?

surreal
That's how I feel...

skull
Is prolly how I might look...

ARRR!!!
Is a pirate... Arrrrrrrrrr!
krista:
I'd make a good moll.

I've been listening to Nocturama lately, that and old The Birthday Party stuff. But I'll fully admit that I have an odd fascination.
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So I'm updating. woohoo.

Bad mood. Feel kinda crappy from too much drink...

Pissy roomates. Annoying work situation.
Bad family mojo...

AND THE WEATHER SUCKS.

And all the people I want to talk to about all this shit are too wrapped up in their own lives. Can't be mad at them cause they really don't know about the stuff, but it still rankles that certain...
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krista:
There's something wrong with Dali?

Besides the obvious?

(And yes, I know this feeling you describing. It makes me tired sometimes)
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So Wed. is poetry day here, right? Or was that a one time thing? Bah, I don't care. Gonna go for a spur of the moment thingie...


It wasn't a real kiss
But savored anyway
like a crust of bread for a starving man
the quality isn't important, it's the sustenance

wanting things that others throw away
without a second thought
things that so many...
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krista:
You made sense. The film is lovely and sensuous. I just felt such a lack of empathy for anyone but Alex, which struck me as disturbing.

This is about the recent kiss?
kudra:
I'm glad you are reasonable smile
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So there's this girl... I think she's been flirting with me... She even kissed me this evening... (Course she was kissing lots of folks...) And the conversation(albiet a bar one) was kinda interesting... Problem is that she seems even more fucked up than I am... I've said repeatedly that al I reallty want is someone who is t least only a *little* more emotionally screwed...
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krista:
Of course the tiara is tarnished!

Maybe I'm more disturbed that it wasn't the sex scenes turning me on. Well, they did, but uh...the other stuff did as well. Of course the movie is filled with homoerotic undertones when it's violent. Maybe it's that.
jaime:
Thanks for the apology, I sincerely appreciate it.