So I really just don't fucking know anymore.
I closed down the local late night bar the other night. With a girl I kinda like but kinda am afraid of at the same time. Afraid of how messed up she is. Afraid of how much more messed up more she is than I am. Afraid of how much in love she is with the fact...
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I closed down the local late night bar the other night. With a girl I kinda like but kinda am afraid of at the same time. Afraid of how messed up she is. Afraid of how much more messed up more she is than I am. Afraid of how much in love she is with the fact...
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Wow... Not really active lately, am I?
Wish I could say it's due to being busy, bt nope. Just not much worth talking about.
Blah.
And I'm not inspired for poetry day at all. No forcing it this time around. Maybe later today if I get a bug up my ass... But doubtful.
::shrug::
Wish I could say it's due to being busy, bt nope. Just not much worth talking about.
Blah.
And I'm not inspired for poetry day at all. No forcing it this time around. Maybe later today if I get a bug up my ass... But doubtful.
::shrug::
So the new Outkast 2 disc thingiee...
It's fucking amazing.
The Love Below is on a par with Pet Sounds and Sgt. Peppers.
Speakerboxxx is good too...
I'm not much of a Rap or Hip Hop fan, but this thing is the best disc of the fucking year so far.
It's fucking amazing.
The Love Below is on a par with Pet Sounds and Sgt. Peppers.
Speakerboxxx is good too...
I'm not much of a Rap or Hip Hop fan, but this thing is the best disc of the fucking year so far.
Poetry day... Let's try current events!
There once was a man named gray davis
And it very much pains me to say this.
but his ass was recalled
(a movie star was involved.)
I suspect the ex-governor is way pissed.
heh.
There once was a man named gray davis
And it very much pains me to say this.
but his ass was recalled
(a movie star was involved.)
I suspect the ex-governor is way pissed.
heh.
flux:
i put V for Vendetta in there because Scylla's got it in her set.
I want to move.
I want to move.
I want to live with people who have open minds. People who don't have all the answers about how the world works. People who don't think that every time soneone speaks it's a chance to insult that shouldn't be missed.
You know. Adults.
I wish I could afford to live alone.
BAH!!!
I want to move.
I want to live with people who have open minds. People who don't have all the answers about how the world works. People who don't think that every time soneone speaks it's a chance to insult that shouldn't be missed.
You know. Adults.
I wish I could afford to live alone.
BAH!!!
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morgan:
I'm with you on that.
Regarding the article I posted in my journal, I think it's difficult to tell because I posted just a small portion of it, but it was about the effect of society as a whole and it's inherent homophobia on men, not about men who are homophobic. The author definately wasn't implying that men who fear intimacy with other men are homophobic, just that they are being effected by a homophobic society.
Regarding the article I posted in my journal, I think it's difficult to tell because I posted just a small portion of it, but it was about the effect of society as a whole and it's inherent homophobia on men, not about men who are homophobic. The author definately wasn't implying that men who fear intimacy with other men are homophobic, just that they are being effected by a homophobic society.
pihka:
Ill have to look for Neverwhere in amazon.com or somewhere...thanks for the tip! 
Poetry day... Missed the last couple of em, and now feeling quite uninspired. Will try anyway.
so here I am looking stupid.
again.
so here I go making the same mistake.
again.
so here it all comes back around
one last time.
if only I can make it stick.
the failures
won't.
fucking.
matter.
so here I am looking stupid.
again.
so here I go making the same mistake.
again.
so here it all comes back around
one last time.
if only I can make it stick.
the failures
won't.
fucking.
matter.
Don'tcha just love it when one of your favorite girls has a new set up?
*wistful sigh*
*wistful sigh*
So I've been having a bad year. Money, family, work, home life, health, you name it...
But today I realized that I've gained some really great friends at the same time. (I'm not really talking about people here or online in general, but living breathing people.) And I think that will be the bit that keeps me relatively sane as all the bullshit plays out...
But today I realized that I've gained some really great friends at the same time. (I'm not really talking about people here or online in general, but living breathing people.) And I think that will be the bit that keeps me relatively sane as all the bullshit plays out...
krista:
The house was built in 1901, I'm sure without an architect anyway....the floors slope and it's kind of like living in a funhouse (without the fun).
Sorry to hear you're having troubles.
Sorry to hear you're having troubles.
krista:
I'm sure about the smell. Very, very sure.
Mr. Wizard's experience in that department is not something I can verify...
Mr. Wizard's experience in that department is not something I can verify...
So last night I had a dream featuring a brief yet meaningful conversation with an SG... Can't remember anything about the substance of the conversation, just her eyes.
It wasn's sexual at all.. Maybe a little sensual, but there's a difference, no?
Should keep the name to myself, eh?
It wasn's sexual at all.. Maybe a little sensual, but there's a difference, no?
Should keep the name to myself, eh?
krista:
I always opt for mystery.
"Sweetheart Come" is on No More Shall We Part.
"Sweetheart Come" is on No More Shall We Part.
krista:
It's lame. I bent over and cracked my head on the wall. What's more sad is the number of times I have done that hard enough to get a concussion.
I do the naked ice cream eating part all the damn time, if that helps.
I do the naked ice cream eating part all the damn time, if that helps.
Hmmm.. Not feeling cynical this morning...
I wonder...
I wonder...
I don't know, but when I embraced my messed up-ness, it was less of an issue. The ones in denial are the ones that scare me.