Wednesday Oct 01, 2003

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Poetry day... Missed the last couple of em, and now feeling quite uninspired. Will try anyway.


so here I am looking stupid.
again.
so here I go making the same mistake.
again.
so here it all comes back around
one last time.
if only I can make it stick.
the failures
won't.
fucking.
matter.

Monday Sep 29, 2003

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Don'tcha just love it when one of your favorite girls has a new set up?

*wistful sigh*

Wednesday Sep 24, 2003

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So I've been having a bad year. Money, family, work, home life, health, you name it...

But today I realized that I've gained some really great friends at the same time. (I'm not really talking about people here or online in general, but living breathing people.) And I think that will be the bit that keeps me relatively sane as all the bullshit plays out...

krista:
The house was built in 1901, I'm sure without an architect anyway....the floors slope and it's kind of like living in a funhouse (without the fun).

Sorry to hear you're having troubles.
krista:
I'm sure about the smell. Very, very sure.

Mr. Wizard's experience in that department is not something I can verify...

Sunday Sep 21, 2003

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So last night I had a dream featuring a brief yet meaningful conversation with an SG... Can't remember anything about the substance of the conversation, just her eyes.

It wasn's sexual at all.. Maybe a little sensual, but there's a difference, no?

Should keep the name to myself, eh?

wink
krista:
I always opt for mystery.

"Sweetheart Come" is on No More Shall We Part.
krista:
It's lame. I bent over and cracked my head on the wall. What's more sad is the number of times I have done that hard enough to get a concussion.

I do the naked ice cream eating part all the damn time, if that helps.

Saturday Sep 20, 2003

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Hmmm.. Not feeling cynical this morning...

I wonder...
whatever

Thursday Sep 18, 2003

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Why the hell do people want to be safe? Unchallenged? Stagnant?

If I said something that was obviouslt sexist/racist/prejudicial and didn't realize it, I'd THANK someone for alerting me to it's patently offensive nature...

Yes, I'm rambling.

I'm sleep deprived.

I also am just flat out pissed off. What the fuck is so wrong with having things challenged?????? Is your (generic you of course) world-view...
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Wednesday Sep 10, 2003

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Poetry day, eh? How about something inspired by an effing musical, hmm?
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We want to be fooled.
We NEED it to be that simple.

If someone can control it
If someone can shape it
then maybe it's not so complex.
not so bleak.

But they need someone too.
so
They cling to God of course.

We all trust Him.
Don't we?

It says so...
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krista:
I thought the Pixies deal was actually happening. I almost peed my pants.

*says a little prayer to the rock and roll gods*
krista:
Very good.

And very much appreciated.

Monday Sep 08, 2003

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So I'm really REALLY sleepy...

My eyes keep closing without any input from me...

Why the hell am I fighting it? It's like there's some rally good reason I need to stay awake...

But there really isn't.

I mean, sure, there's some shit I'm avoiding, but that's not for another day or so..

But y'know, there's really nothing I'm looking forward to. Maybe that's the...
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smoggy:
Get to sleep, then again if you don't have to be up in the morning why bother, take some pro plus and get surfing away. I woke up at 7:30 and 2 and a half hours later I'm knackered. I'll have to have another cup of tea.
smoggy:
Don't know what happened there, my page expired so I refreshed and it came up again.
You're no spring chicken yourself mate!!
But we have the experience.

Sunday Sep 07, 2003

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Auto repair.

Auto repair.

Auto repair.

Too much money.

More than I have.

More than I can easily get.

More than I can get with much effort.

fuck.
mad puke frown
krista:
Oops...that was coincidence.

Sorry, about the car. That happened to me at the beginning of the summer.
jia:
car repairs are shitty indeed.

Thursday Sep 04, 2003

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A day late for poetry day... But only by some hours... It's really the end of Wed for me anyway so Nyah!

twisted up tight
knotted hard and fast
with delicate deliberation

A strangesweet aching
A starlight shine behind closed doors
and almost forgotten tastes bleeding into a starker now.

simple longings are never and eternal
respectively
scarecrow:
And for some reason another one pops out like an unexpected twin.. (oh, not that he'll ever see it, but- Way to go Dave!!!)

So the beer bottles sit around me.
Empty of all but my time
Killing me?
Yeah, I think so.
But what else is there, really?

I can't have what I want,
But..
IF iI got it what the hell next, hmmm?
And would I know what to do with it?
Would fucking it all up be part of the plan?

And do I deserve what's coming to me?

And do I really need it to be deserved?

But all I can think about right now is masturbation and laundry.
krista:
The categories are free to shift, have no fear.

I can't write poetry. Sigh.

Tuesday Sep 02, 2003

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If there's one thing I hate more than Disco, it's having anything I say be used to judge what I say later.

Context is king.

The medium IS the message and all, eh?

Guessed I cursed with being an XL.

(No that isn't a penis reference... Size isn't always about that... Just usually...)
eeek whatever biggrin
krista:
It's a Spanish publication, I have few details at this point. It may also be online, but my details are somewhat sketchy until my rep answers some questions.

Saying the medium is the message makes me have university flashbacks. Ow!

Monday Sep 01, 2003

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Up and down day...

Ended on the upswing... But not quite over, eh?

surreal
That's how I feel...

skull
Is prolly how I might look...

ARRR!!!
Is a pirate... Arrrrrrrrrr!
krista:
I'd make a good moll.

I've been listening to Nocturama lately, that and old The Birthday Party stuff. But I'll fully admit that I have an odd fascination.
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