sbcnyc

yo... its fuckin 4 am on a monday... what the fuck am i doing... im drunk as fuck...trying to write this piss... man i seriously think i need AA... i had such a fuckin crazy weekend... got ripped friday..gor slayed on saturday.. so bad that i was still drunk sunday afternoon when i woke up...and here i am.. mutha fuckin 4 am tuesday morning...drunk as fuckin Arthour... or howerer you spell that fucks name..from the movies biach... atleast i have the common sence to be rockin out to a dope mix i made earlier this evening... its sounding even better while im drunk...wow.. i seriously have problems.. i think this is its own self intervention or something.. when i wake up 3 hrs later ready to puke.. ill realise 2 things.. one im a dope conversationalist when im fucked up,,, and...im not in the new york rocker mix...enough to be drinking this much every fuckin miserable day...i got real issues with boose.. and i need to quit cold turkey.. so i can get up on the american dream or some shit the republicans want me to believe in....whatever.. im drunk... im lonely.. im pissed off at everything... i fuckin hate you.. you fuckin hate me... i need pussy.. pussy dont want me... i just need to die in my sleep or something.. so i can contribute to the gentrification of america... and the rest of the world for that matter...

stupid friends...working at stupid bars... calling me up on stupid cell phones.. buying me stupid fuckin boose...gettin drunk on stupid mutha luvin fuckin tequila and soco.. im so mutha lovin weak...i hate existance.. fuck it all and this worthless cockroach existance we all label HUMANITY... fuck you goes out to my mom and dad.. i didnt ask to be put here

a L