ok so it's been months. i guess i haven't had much to say. things are kinda the same. kitten still getting bigger. like too big for tom's lap. still working my ass off for 40+ hours a week. sometimes losing my sanity but maybe i need it anyway. well my company did some weird raise thing, i didn't think my company did raises like all...
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my kitten plays fetch. we bought him a little rubber ball and when you throw it, he actually picks it up in his mouth and brings it back and drops it at your feet. so cute. i heart that little guy.
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impulsive:
Arizona does kick ass.
bygbadwulf:
I had a cat who did that with sticks. he used to bark too. Man I want my lil' Thor back 
my god. i swear. is everyone on this whole god foresaken planet a fucking idiot? are there no intelligent people left at all? i can't even express how fucking sick of EVERYONE i am. i wanna blow the fucking planet out of rotation.
i am not an angry person. i have never been an angry person. but right now i feel like one of those...
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dekews:
Too true. Sad. But true. 
lucy:
Re: what you posted in Helena's journal:
Account sharing isn't allowed.
Read the FAQ.
Account sharing isn't allowed.
Read the FAQ.
hi everyone! it's been quite a while since i updated. and actually my last post was sort of angry and upset over not getting my set accepted. but know that i am happy now with this and enjoying my year free membership for trying twice!
i am not disappointed at all anymore. i realized that suicidegirls is not who i am. where i think the...
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i am not disappointed at all anymore. i realized that suicidegirls is not who i am. where i think the...
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lilamay:
well i'm glad you realized all this now before you did another set and had it go up! it's still too bad we couldn't do a set together! but that's ok, we can still take fun pictures together. teehee. 
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ej:
Thanks for sharing what you did. I wish they would have.
ej:
Thanks for sharing what you did. I wish they would have.
well. this is it. SG rejected my other set. i did everything they said. i made more faces, shot from different angles, i included more nudes. and i can't think of a more interesting theme than an outdoor set. so. i don't think i will be trying again. because chances are it is just going to be rejected. i personally think it's silly because i...
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paleenchantress:
you are beautiful ~ dont give up !! i shouldnt talk though, i tryed once last may, got rejected and never tryed again but im thinking about it.
you live in Chicopee which isnt too too far away from me and i have some friends out there
you live in Chicopee which isnt too too far away from me and i have some friends out there
charis:
hey girl- you are beautiful! dont give up on trying to be a suicide girl if that is what you want to do! you should try out different lighting for your sets... lighting is what photography is alllll about.
kitten!
yes. that's right! i adopted a kitten! a 3 month old black and white long haired male! (who us getting neutered today!) my 8 year old female is not going to be pleased with this. but she will just have to get over it. now. since suicidegirls is my home page. i am going to make myself a little list of things to do...
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yes. that's right! i adopted a kitten! a 3 month old black and white long haired male! (who us getting neutered today!) my 8 year old female is not going to be pleased with this. but she will just have to get over it. now. since suicidegirls is my home page. i am going to make myself a little list of things to do...
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it's beautiful outside today.
normally i hate it this dark.
gloomy like nature has the blues.
but today the overhang
seems a little more pleasent.
maybe it's the break from the bitter cold.
the winds that freeze your blood
as they pass you by.
i wish we had weather like this more often.
days where it seems
the world can read your mood.
normally i hate it this dark.
gloomy like nature has the blues.
but today the overhang
seems a little more pleasent.
maybe it's the break from the bitter cold.
the winds that freeze your blood
as they pass you by.
i wish we had weather like this more often.
days where it seems
the world can read your mood.
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dekews:
This is my favorite weather too.
mavi:
[for your wine and ciggs set]
you get the award for cutest underwear/bra set ever!!
you're gonna get accepted eventually! good luck!
you get the award for cutest underwear/bra set ever!!
you're gonna get accepted eventually! good luck!
yoo-hoo!
ok. so with the help and suggestions of the fabulous strangespherical i have managed to shrink the size of my 5 megapixel photos without making them teeny!
so go to pics section and check out my rejected set (a tease of course):
-wine and cigarettes.
ok. so with the help and suggestions of the fabulous strangespherical i have managed to shrink the size of my 5 megapixel photos without making them teeny!
so go to pics section and check out my rejected set (a tease of course):
-wine and cigarettes.
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lilamay:
thanks lady. i'm in the process of downloading that program right now. stupid dial up. i can only imagine how fast it would be downloaded with broadband. god i suck.
9005900:
Thanks again!!
Thanks again!!
urgent!
ok. if you have not read my last entry about names, please read it because i do not want to post all that again, but i wanted to post some of the new names i have come up with. so between these ones and the ones i posted in my last entry, please tell me which one(s) you like best!!
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-geode
-giah /...
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ok. if you have not read my last entry about names, please read it because i do not want to post all that again, but i wanted to post some of the new names i have come up with. so between these ones and the ones i posted in my last entry, please tell me which one(s) you like best!!
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-geode
-giah /...
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lilamay:
i don't think i was nervous, but i was definitely excited! and it was even worse, i think, because i wasn't telling anyone about it until my page got set up. so i was holding it in for a long time. i think i had told pete and dylan and that was it. the suspense of the set going up and not telling anyone was killing me!!!
polarbeer:
Allure gets my vote... 
good luck with school!