sanguine

so..i need some suggestions...

i have a vacation coming up the last week of october...

any ideas would help!!! im at such a loss

so lets see...

vent vent from work....this stupid POS from work that covers my days off....she fucked up big time...and not a mistake or an accident...she blatantly did this.... she cost me anywhere from $100 to $200 out of my pay for next week...there is no real way to know for sure, because the weekend is past.....but i seriously wanted to to very very bad...
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so labor day weekend is among us!!! and i have labored all week!!!!!!!!!!!!

time to have some fun i went from nothing to do this weekend to having to ration my time out between gatherings

i hope everyone has a stellar weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

i woke up at 2 this morning for work...rolled around in bed for a few minutes...and decided to call off work...

i managed to talk myself into sleeping till noon.... i feel great now...although my boss wasnt too happy with me..i really could care less

so i tried to do something positive today...

i decided to go to the courthouse and apply for my passport.... i should get it in the middle of october...just in time for my vacation at the end of october.....now i just have to figure where the heck i want to go

today is not a good day....

i really cant take it too much more

i think i have been exiled by just about all of my close friends..... not good when you need someone to bounce stuff off of

alright kids...im gonna do a huge switcharoo on everyone....

ive been writing stories for a long time...ive never let anyone see them let alone know that i write them...

well heres a partial from a story ive been writing for a long time now...

this is total smut and not for the faint of penis or vagina

happy reading!!!!

what a craptastic day....

i woke up to my shoulder in pain ...again...i think ive taken about 20 advil so far today...

i think im getting another infection in my kidneys...again

and i got stood up

i think the only thing i want to happen next is for me to be able to fall asleep tonight PLEASE????

"big fish in a little pond"

sometimes, thats how i feel living in this town. . .

ive been contemplating where i live...quite a bit lately....and ive come to the conclusion....that once my daughter is off on her own..i would have no reservations about picking up and moving to the other side of the country

mind you this is a ways off....but i refuse to...
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so..last night i went out with a federal swat team guy..... took me for an amazing ride on his motorcyle...we had dinner....

date 2 follows on sunday!!!

i had such a great time last night and was all smiles today when i woke up....

then a friend had to say something to me that made me feel about 2 inches tall and almost had me...
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pay pal...i would like you to suck a big fat one and then go die!!!!