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so, my account runs out in a week or two, maybe more. not really sure. don't really care. my life's a mess right now and i haven't really felt the motivation to be social at all, so i've fallen off the face of the earth for more than a few people.

i've talked to and met some great people on...
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mercie:
ps, tiger girl is awesome.
caralee:
gabba gabba HEY !
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ohvelveteen:
Perfect. I can't stop listening to it. Just when I thought that I'd had my fill of this song for a lifetime, Maxence Cyrin made it new for me all over again. Thank you.
mercie:


yesyesyes.
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no, i am an asshole.

for some stupid ass reason, i have been tossed aside like a piece of fucking trash by a goddamn whore.

fuck you, c. fuck your stupid ass immaturity.

tonight is it. goodbye.
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laceyk:
You know I don't think you are an asshole - and if that girl wasn't worth you then she probably knew it!
barely:
<3 x2.
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i'm a complete and total asshole.

i'm sorry.
melaniek:
you are NOT an asshole!!
downedcity:
yeah, def not close to being an asshole
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so, for once in my life i was productive. went to the gym, fixed an error in my social security card

well, a cat runs across the road on my way home, i either hit it or swerve, so i swerve. right on to a median.

even worse, cops are there in seconds. they think i'm drunk. they arrest me and spend 4 hours...
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desormais:
i'm a complete and total asshole.

i'm sorry.
downedcity:
lol dude. you're like one of the nicest guys I've ever met. how are you an asshole at all?
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had a pretty major seizure a few days ago. woke up in the hospital on monday.

i'm alright now, but i'm getting tired of this shit.

life is still pretty assy.
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lucine:
I know right? I wish you were'nt a billion miles away either sweets, We would be very good friends I think.
barely:
):

Be well. Seriously.
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thanks for the support.
if i don't kill myself first maybe i'll find a way.

sjofn:
lets try to have some good thoughts... okay
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i've barely been conscious. being awake just reminds me of how much of a failure i am.

my parents pretty much outright told me i'm a disappointment.

my job replaced me after months of no contact, and misled me about my status as it pertains to disability. they maintained that they were waiting for me, after forcing me onto leave. so basically they...
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melaniek:
You are NOT a disappointment! Please don't think that. That really sucks about your work.
It hurt for me to be on SG for so long. I dont think that you know the story, but it is a VERY sordid tale. I didn't feel welcome anywhere. I made a place for myself, and I began to feel that more and more people liked *me* and looked past the other crap. <3
laceyk:
Is that legal for them to pull that fast one?
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layladear:
Have you gotten any relief from those migraines?
downedcity:
thank you for being my friend Scott. I don't know if I say that enough, but it's been really important to me being me.
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i remember about 5 minutes of the past few weeks preceding tuesday.

and fuck, am i glad.
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i still feel like a giant asshole.

i've had a migraine for about a week.

i'm ridiculously sick again.

fuck it.
laceyk:
You are not an asshole!
You just don't feel well so you are down frown
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i'm such an asshole.

i give up.

and i'm not a flavor of the week. dammit.
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mercie:
who says I'm only going once? they might treat me for infection (since they can't work on me if i have an infection) and tell me to come back and get teeth puled or some other ungodly procedure.
laceyk:
Not true, at all.