since my last post:
I was involved with someone who was a long time old friend. Funny how you don't really know someone until it gets to that level. It was great, till it wasn't. He had some sort of nervous breakdown or something that I don't really get. One day, he's all about me, the next day he thinks I lost interest (I didn't), that night he picks a fight, I don't bite. He hangs up. cuts me out of his life. Sucks
I've dealt with so much loss in my life that this is pretty much the one thing you can do that will guarantee my brain/heart will start to short circuit.
don't like me? break up with me, want to hump someone else? do it and tell me. go crazy and off the deepend then shut off all ways of contact? scares me and leaves me trying to figure out WTF. one day your there, next day..silent radio.
sucks because actually I thought we had a lot of fun and a lot of laughs tearing up the city and what not.
people don't come with warranties thouigh.
boo!
oh well, life goes on right? more fish in the sea and all that crap.
I really just want to have fun, meet someone cool who is cool, kick it together, do cool shit, travel, play. seriously at my age apparently that's too much to ask for.
I was involved with someone who was a long time old friend. Funny how you don't really know someone until it gets to that level. It was great, till it wasn't. He had some sort of nervous breakdown or something that I don't really get. One day, he's all about me, the next day he thinks I lost interest (I didn't), that night he picks a fight, I don't bite. He hangs up. cuts me out of his life. Sucks
I've dealt with so much loss in my life that this is pretty much the one thing you can do that will guarantee my brain/heart will start to short circuit.
don't like me? break up with me, want to hump someone else? do it and tell me. go crazy and off the deepend then shut off all ways of contact? scares me and leaves me trying to figure out WTF. one day your there, next day..silent radio.
sucks because actually I thought we had a lot of fun and a lot of laughs tearing up the city and what not.
people don't come with warranties thouigh.
boo!
oh well, life goes on right? more fish in the sea and all that crap.
I really just want to have fun, meet someone cool who is cool, kick it together, do cool shit, travel, play. seriously at my age apparently that's too much to ask for.
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Well, fuck them, you deserve the best!
Almost better to learn that early than learn that after some years of effort put into things, though, you know?
No, this probably doesn't' make you feel better -- should I send you a pie in the mail? I goddamn will, you know!