saltylibrarian

If you actually know me, you know that I'm not considered the most patient person in the world. Being "sick" for over 5 months has been beyond trying. BELIEVE ME. I have done everything from completely denying it, laughing till I cry, hiding under the covers, and punching walls. Today I was hoping to finally find out WHEN my surgery is and IF my boob will be saved. STILL no answers. grrrr

The good news is the tumor has shrunk down. It was over 5 cm. I know right? pretty damn big. Now it's only 1.5 cm. i have 4-6 more treatments to go and then a surgical decision should be made. gah!

Ya know I still can't believe I have cancer. It's crazy!!!!

Even though bald can be hot and or beautiful. No, I do not like to be told that. It's not an option and being bald from chemo pretty much sucks. You lose ALL of your hair and it hurts when it falls out.. It doesn't feel "hot" it feels scary. On a different note, when people tell me I look good, I <3 that and I will take that compliment any day. True or untrue I don't care. Looking good to me means looking healthy. I try hard to look healthy and be as healthy as I can.

ok this was very cancery...blegh

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my bike is hot! It makes me feel hot and alive. Thank you GIANT BIKES! xoxoxoxo I'm just shy of raising $4000 for the ride. That makes me super happy.