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minimalism:
Gorgeous, as ever.
guitarpicker:
you are such a beautiful goddess! xoxoxoox
another big "is the chemo working" test tomorrow. Chemo on Monday. Between those days there shall be fun! Riding tomorrow, tubing/mexican food eating/tequila drinking on Sat./riding on Sunday/movie on Sunday night. Oh and doggie playdate which is always a riot to watch.
hopefully by the end of this week I will have put at least 120 miles on the bike. I'm up to 70 so...
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hopefully by the end of this week I will have put at least 120 miles on the bike. I'm up to 70 so...
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stiles:
Fingers crossed for the test!
in two days I rode 50+ miles. Chemo is kicking my ass and riding is harder than ever but the days I ride are by far my best days in every possible way. I am thankful that I can get on my bike as I know many people in chemo are not that lucky.
Lance Armstrong was always a big hero of mine and of...
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viejo:
I was just thinking of you this morning...
I'm glad I could help, and that it worked out. So you're an official "harlot" now?
Keep going, you can do this.
I'm glad I could help, and that it worked out. So you're an official "harlot" now?
Keep going, you can do this.
pppkklll:
Good luck with everything you do,
Cycling has helped me though a lot of things
PS you might like this vid to,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ru2Dpe1LkNU
Cycling has helped me though a lot of things
PS you might like this vid to,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ru2Dpe1LkNU
I took a week off from riding..it thought is was too hot and was killer tired (see previous rant). I went out today did some hills and its hot as fuck! the hills felt so brutal and I can't believe how weak I am getting. It pissed me off! honestly...fuck I can't ride my bike up a hill and I have 10-20 to overcome on...
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heartbaker:
I don't think I could get spandex over my butt, let along get it to come off Haha
7sins:
just read the last few posts... best wishes for more miles. are you in so-cal or upwards north?
I"m going to vent...
7+ months of chemotherapy has taken it's toll on me. I feel like I hit a walll and instead of taking things one day at a time, it's more like one 1/2 hour at a time. It's all about survival now, I don't have much energy for anything else. I think I have about 2.5 months left of chemo then surgery....
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7+ months of chemotherapy has taken it's toll on me. I feel like I hit a walll and instead of taking things one day at a time, it's more like one 1/2 hour at a time. It's all about survival now, I don't have much energy for anything else. I think I have about 2.5 months left of chemo then surgery....
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mmmsgs:
Vent away, yo. And, as I'm sure the rational side of you knows, you're NOT supposed to know who the fuck you are when this much trauma is going on. Just take solace that you were never married to Newt Gingrich... oh, wait, too soon? HE is a bstrd of the first order.
Took a nice ride this morning. I'm still sweating. I need more riding buddies I think.
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twotoner:
No, crazy, unbridled, swinging from the rafters sex.
:-)
Yea, riding. I can do a few miles as out of shape as I am. Any time you want to go, let me know. It'd be nice to get back out on the road a little.
There are a few good rides up here. Lots of hills.
:-)
Yea, riding. I can do a few miles as out of shape as I am. Any time you want to go, let me know. It'd be nice to get back out on the road a little.
There are a few good rides up here. Lots of hills.
stirfry:
.. feel old? or think i'm sexy? lol
treatment extended and it sort of irritates me but I'll do what is best.
Last Sunday I went to the beach. By tuesday morning, my face had exploded and lit looked like received a serious beating. Doc wasn't sure but gave me more fat making sterioids. It finally went down by Friday. I only did on 20 mile ride and one 30 mile ride. I...
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Last Sunday I went to the beach. By tuesday morning, my face had exploded and lit looked like received a serious beating. Doc wasn't sure but gave me more fat making sterioids. It finally went down by Friday. I only did on 20 mile ride and one 30 mile ride. I...
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zode:
That Piazza looks Cool!!!
twotoner:
Oh, I know Tommy is a press whore.
Just don't know that even he'd be crazy enough to throw Quest under the bust that bad without reason.
Just don't know that even he'd be crazy enough to throw Quest under the bust that bad without reason.
good food good company...
chemo got extended...blah 
it's strange when I was faced with cancer I felt like I had to come to terms with dying. then again I was afraid to come to terms with it too much and have it lead to a self fullfilling prophecy. Don't get me wrong, I want to live but there isn't a guarentee. I'm the sort of woman that wants to...
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it's strange when I was faced with cancer I felt like I had to come to terms with dying. then again I was afraid to come to terms with it too much and have it lead to a self fullfilling prophecy. Don't get me wrong, I want to live but there isn't a guarentee. I'm the sort of woman that wants to...
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stiles:
When I was in the hospital, blind after having a brain hemorrhage, I thought a lot about the possibility of never seeing anything again. It was a difficult thing to consider for anyone, but especially for someone who tends to be very independent.
Ultimately, you live for yourself and for those you care for. To see and do and love and roll with it, no matter what setbacks may befall you. The cancer can only fuel your indecision if you let it.
Everyone dies, but not everyone really lives.
Ultimately, you live for yourself and for those you care for. To see and do and love and roll with it, no matter what setbacks may befall you. The cancer can only fuel your indecision if you let it.
Everyone dies, but not everyone really lives.
stirfry:
life is confusing... no doubt about that. i don't even know what i would do... i have kids, so i guess it might have an effect on it, but if i didn't i have a feeling i would just get wasted and avoid thinking about it. not that i suggest that approach.
however, i am a companionship kind of guy, so i would continue to look for someone to share my life with, however long or short it may be.
sorry. that probability wasn't helpful at all...
however, i am a companionship kind of guy, so i would continue to look for someone to share my life with, however long or short it may be.
sorry. that probability wasn't helpful at all...
I have not had a smoke in over six months.
I caught the girl with the dragon tattoo last night. She is HOT! omg omg omg!
I have to tell you though for an ex-smoker god damn it was hard to watch her smoke soooo much. It's such brainwashing because cigarettes really aren't as good as she makes them look.
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I caught the girl with the dragon tattoo last night. She is HOT! omg omg omg!
I have to tell you though for an ex-smoker god damn it was hard to watch her smoke soooo much. It's such brainwashing because cigarettes really aren't as good as she makes them look.
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minimalism:
Will do.
I wish I lived by the water.
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minimalism:
Some ups, some downs, you know. Same as always.
Want to meet up sometime for lunch/dinner? I'd love to hang out.
Want to meet up sometime for lunch/dinner? I'd love to hang out.
minimalism:
Cool. Let me know when would be good for you. Weekends are best for me. Although I do have plans this coming weekend. After that I'm free.