Monday Sep 06, 2010

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tomorrow I find out about surgery. I think I'm going to puke. If I knew it wouldn't land me into a big sobbing mess, I would go out and get so incredibly wasted tonight.blackeyed
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guitarpicker:
thinking about you honey...
gonzeaux:
Hopefully that does not happen. Best of luck with that.

Thursday Sep 02, 2010

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a need to add some more pics. my pics don't represent the way I look or feel. I feel better than those pics (most days).

so...I had the interview today. 6 people conference call and they loved me! yay me. The invited me to phoenix for a second interview. It's a prestigious (sp?) gig but I just can't swing it right now. I'm not all...
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stirfry:
after this semester ends i will go to academy for basically two semesters (32 weeks i think?). there are 24 credits worth of classed that you get for completing academy... i may have to take one or two classes after that.


by the way, someone told me once that the right choice is the one that you made.

...for whatever that is worth. wink
zode:
Those multi person conference calls can be brutal extremely difficult to get a read on the entire roomyou strike me as a very competent personbeing chosen even if you reject the offer is good for the soul

Monday Aug 30, 2010

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what a great fucking weekend!

Saturday I hung at the beach all day. The waves were SICK! Yes I know using the word "sick) in 2010 is not cool and shows my age but..suck it! wink

Sunday I rode my first 50 miles and I'm still im chemo. Makes me feel so good to just ride (though I was a little grumbly towards the end). lol...
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heartbaker:
frown I wanna go to the beach
twotoner:
Bike Philly on your list of things to do?

ARRR!!!

Friday Aug 27, 2010

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exhausted

2 calls to 911 from work
shooting across the street (from my house)during daylight hours
dumb bitch threatening me at work becaues I wouldn't open the library 5 minutes early for her, then stealing the phone of my friend/coworker who only had it in the drawer of her desk becaue her father got listed for a lung transplant last night.
crying over losing my...
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armysnake:
I'm sorry about that Salty. When the surgery because if it's sometime around mine we can do a recovery together thing. It's just a thought.

Tuesday Aug 24, 2010

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oh my I so can't hang with this girl. too much too soon too much! lol

I would love to meet someone I'm into but until then, keep moving forward.

I have an interview next week. Probably can't take the job if I get it due to being tied to my health insurance but it's a super dope job. Brand new library/nature center/ LEED building...
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twotoner:
Yep...7 years...a year break in there.

Thought things were going to be different this time.

So do I get her a new camera? The one of hers I has is dinged up a lot. All my doing.

Anyway, that sounds like a sweet job. Hoping for the best for you!

ARRR!!!

Monday Aug 16, 2010

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45 miles yesterday and loads of hills. It was fucking great! My legs are turning into steal. I can't wait to be done with chemo and the fucking steroids...I'm so bloated. 3 more to go...next week I get a break. Then I have 3 weekly treatments, then a couple weeks, then my ride, then surgery.

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fashionista:
I never thought about two women that way before...I can totally imagine how intense it wouild be! Go for the cute girl though, you have nothing to lose! wink
And yay for chemo being almost done! biggrin
guitarpicker:
Well she'd be the luckiest girl on the planet to get you honey!

Friday Aug 13, 2010

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have I mentioned lately how much I love riding my bike. it is so weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Can I also mention that when I read "FML" or "fuck my life" it usually leads to me wanting bitch-slap someone. People who write that generally create their own problems or don't appreciate what they have. It's amazing that people in the most dire situations are still grateful and are...
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mmmsgs:
While we're on the word fuck, Minnesotans only say motherfucker as a 2 word deal. They haven't gotten it down as a 1 word expletive. Weird. uff dah.
stiles:
kiss

Tuesday Aug 10, 2010

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My hair is growing fast...rad! Since I plan to keep is short it won't be long before I get a cut. It's sort of curly now. strange but cool texture.

I called out today. Feeling icky and though I'm uber responsible with work, getting sick certainly puts things in perspective. We had extra help today. I am missing a catered luncheon provided to our staff...
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musicguy9:
short hair is sexy! biggrin Enjoy your day smile
fashionista:
You are so sweet!!! Thank you for the kind words.
I'm glad it can take awhile...I started going through things tonight and got a few giant tupperware-type boxes to pack things in. ~sigh~
I hope you had a nice relaxing day...I want some ice cream! wink

Monday Aug 09, 2010

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I rode 47 miles and loads of hills yesterday. I felt VERY alive. *ouch* my butt!

my calfs, my thighs, my back...

need a rub down.

confused
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howy1177:
Yes you do live on the wrong side
minimalism:
Be right over.biggrin

Thursday Aug 05, 2010

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As of now I have 5 weekly treatments left with one week off in the middle.

I have my big ride about 2 weeks after my last treatment.

I have my surgery right after that (no definite date).

gah I'm freakin out about the surgery part creeping up on me.

I'm glad that I'm heading towards "done" but I'm scared too. I really don't like...
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7sins:
when is the operation? we have a friend who just finished hiking kilimanjaro as her final farewell to her recovery years. it takes time but it does happen.

Monday Aug 02, 2010

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last night I thought someone was breaking into my house. My "weapon" was in another room. I heard a noise like someone was trying to come in my window. My dog was barking..she looked at me (nervous), I looked at her (nervous) then I pushed her off the bed and yelled go sick em! I mean duh that is ONE of her jobs.

She ran...
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scottsmillsbilly:
freaky!eeek
danger_diabolik:
Ha! This reminds me of a time when, years ago, my wife and I were sleeping and awoke to a huge CRASHING sound in our bedroom, which also elicited a scream from my wife. Nothing quite as disconcerting as being awakened in such a fashion. In my disoriented, not-quite-awake-yet brain, I thought someone had broken our bedroom window and gained entry to the house.

As I became fully awake & alert, I found that I had instinctually pounced on my wife in a protective manner and was looking around wildly for the threat. I soon realized the source of the crashing. One of our cats had jumped up on a high shelf in the room, sending the shelf and all of its contents tumbling down all over the bedroom dresser and floor.

My wife, realizing I had been so quick to protect her, was very impressed. A story she loves to tell over and over through the years. She fancies me quite the hero now. biggrin I just hope I never have to fend off anything more than a curious cat!

Sunday Aug 01, 2010

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Group Ride=fail

Two of us showed on time. 3 were late..very late and one was a no-show.

The plan was to ride MLK and out to and around the Mann. MLK drive closed to bikers due to a tri race.

Hit a HUGE pothole, got a back flat. While fixing the back flat, front flatted out. Got frustrated, walked to the shop to get another...
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stiles:
Aw. Well, at least tomorrow is another day. What is MLK drive? Did they go and rename one of the river drives again?
stiles:
I'm OK. Looks like late this month before I can make it back to Philly. Things are going slower than I'd like, mainly because nobody has any money out here to buy the spare vehicles I'm selling off.
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