i am still waiting to get into th drs about my bipolar stuff. 12 more weeks waiting time at least. the depression is sort of undercontrol, sorta, but not really, and the mania is outrageous. i feel like i dont know if im coming or going.
i would like to take time for myself just be alone for a day or two, unfortunately that is so not an option. thats the depression in me talking...and then the mania says...must call everyone, must be friendly to everyone, etc.
i just want to be level. and not swing back and forth.
i would like to take time for myself just be alone for a day or two, unfortunately that is so not an option. thats the depression in me talking...and then the mania says...must call everyone, must be friendly to everyone, etc.
i just want to be level. and not swing back and forth.