Wednesday Mar 04, 2009

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im so tired. i cant stand it.
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joshof13thfloor:

I MISS YOU! kiss love kiss kiss

admitourmistakes:

Do you remember me? I was going through some super old journal entries and noticed/remembered we used to talk a bit and wanted to say HI.

Friday Feb 06, 2009

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so i got some few months here. that is incredibly awesome and i owe my incredible benefactor a cute picture. hit me up and i will send you a partial nude.
thanks for the little bit of sunshine in my life right now.
although the sun hasnt been going down until about 5.30 now instead of 3.30.
sunday is my birthday im having...
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joshof13thfloor:

kiss love kiss

joshof13thfloor:

Phone me anytime, my friend.

Know that you are both loved and missed. kiss

Tuesday Dec 02, 2008

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so i guess its time to update. here is my big news. i have none. there thats it. nothing to report. which i guess is in and of itself news. no gnews is good gnews with gary gnu.

and oh yeah i just bought Prisoner
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joshof13thfloor:

Hello.

joshof13thfloor:

Hey, beautfiul!

Holy fuck, have I missed you!

No, I'm sad to say it wasn't me (although I was tempted to take the credit just so you'd love me more, lol ;p). From what I've seen on my friends list I'm beginning to think it's SG trying to drum up buisness by getting us old fucks to come back

Anyway. How are you?

Monday Oct 13, 2008

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ok so things are going well now. i have been teaching english to a group, which is fun. I still am exhausted and don't really think that any extra iron is going to help really. Anemia is kinda making me feel older than hell. like going to bed before 8 oclock old. im working on getting the plans together to approach a business partner...
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Thursday May 29, 2008

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so things have been getting better but i still have days where i slide down, but for some reason i know that things will get better so i can always pick myself up. smile
oro's name always cracks me up when i see it because oro means anxiety in swedish.
i just burned my arm on the oven which i had just turned on literally...
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Sunday Apr 27, 2008

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i have an inner ear infection, it makes me dizzy. i was supposed to go see einsturzende nuebauten yesterday but the pressure in my ears was too bad. that makes me sad. frown but oh well life goes on it does.
ten years ago i would not have been sure. im getting old.
my grandma's hip broke the other day and she fell down. that...
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tobie:

Ah honey, you've had a hell of tough time recently frown
Sometimes it feels like your body goes totally out of synch and then everything in the rest of your life does too .
Or maybe the other way round.
I'm glad you're feeling good enough to be back on here at least.
As for the whole relationships thing, until you're feeling 100% i wouldn't even try and sort it out [ but then i'm a kind of leave it alone and it'll sort itself kind of person ]
Internet hugs aren't as good as real ones, but i'm sending them by the bucketload anyway.
kiss
x

alvynaumagumma:

oh, sorry you're feeling rotten! feel better soon kiss

Monday Feb 04, 2008

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so, my friends, part of my delay back to sg was because i was hospitalized for manic depression. im more depressed than manic at the moment, which i can deal with but the mania keeps me up and thinking, and not good thoughts.
the depression stage is taking its toll too, i at this moment cant stand anyone or anything, im impatient, im bored, im...
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tobie:

Hey sweetie,
I have been deadly lax with checking in on people lately.
I have no excuse.
I'm just good at building walls round myself so i don't have to deal with any bad stuff.
The trouble with that is that It means I cut out the good stuff too.
frown

I hope life is treating you you better since you wrote this blog, petal.
kiss

jena:

Welcome to the club...I suffer with the same chemical awesomeness. I just made a fantastic list of "famous bi polars"...I found it on wikipedia, it was quite exciting. Some of the best!

Tuesday Jan 29, 2008

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sometimes i wonder if my minute miniscule existence matters to anyone but myself. then i know it does.
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zombie_nirbhao:

(hugs back)

gigondas:

How is ya?