dont know anything about anything. i just take it as it comes. i know one of the boys thinks of me as a friend but i am moving too fast for him...the thing is this: whenhe ahs a problem, i have to listen and if i try to talk to him about how i feel, he shuts down. good friend eh?
boy 2 was on a trip should be home today. he went on vacation with his "ex" to try to fix it...and now he doesnt know waht he wants...and the other problem is that they live together... but he doesnt want to lose me because HE LIKES ME ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
husband is having a hard time with evetying (we have an open relationship), my depressssion and mania is very bad right now. and i admire him that he tries so hard. my head is so messed up right now. im still waiting to get into to see a shrink (yes swdish health care is good, if you dont mind waiting) ive been on the list to meet the shrink since dec. and then i got another letter the other day saying it can take up to 3 months to get... but ....
right now im manic but in five minutes i may not be.
i hate it. i wish i could be stable.
boy 2 was on a trip should be home today. he went on vacation with his "ex" to try to fix it...and now he doesnt know waht he wants...and the other problem is that they live together... but he doesnt want to lose me because HE LIKES ME ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
husband is having a hard time with evetying (we have an open relationship), my depressssion and mania is very bad right now. and i admire him that he tries so hard. my head is so messed up right now. im still waiting to get into to see a shrink (yes swdish health care is good, if you dont mind waiting) ive been on the list to meet the shrink since dec. and then i got another letter the other day saying it can take up to 3 months to get... but ....
right now im manic but in five minutes i may not be.
i hate it. i wish i could be stable.
anyway, I have amazing powers of compensation. double vision can have its benefits!