The last few weeks ive had pneumonia and a really bad flu at one stage i actually thought i was going to cark it laying in bed falling in and out of passing out and high fevers loss of feeling in my hands ( i live alone ) so was kind of scary for my self anyhow off to hospital i went for a while...
Back home now and slowly on the mend but living alone doesn't help the mind at all been over thinking but is it just me that im strange or but ugly or something but I just can't meet people at all :(
Anyways I hope everyone have a wonderful Christmas and a good new years eve and I hope wonderful things come your way in 2018