sadiemae

i am not of this world.
i have known this for some time now.
the onslaught of the holidays makes me cry in weakness. anxiety ensues, my heart stutters, my mind melts.
everything comes full circle,
and the signs are still pointing to
KILL YOURSELF.

i guess the agony does end.
when i end it.


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pic of the day: EDEA trek

she looks like a wild animal in this pose...dilated pupils, heightened sense of awareness, ready to pounce and offend. miss edea is living long, and prospering.

lately i've been obsessed with checking which SG members or girls birthdays it is. just so i can wish them a happy birthday. it's an odd habit i've acquired.

edit to say: i hate my family right now. buncha sniveling, whining, cry babies if ya ask me. just eat your turkey and shut the fuck up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!