ryotgirl

So my brother left this morning from Camp Pendleton, for Iraq for 7 months. I didn't get to say goodbye. they told them to get all thier gear in the truck then they could say goodbye, so my bro was gonna wait till then to say bye, but then they just had em line up and get on the bus. It was really fucking hard for me and I felt so bad for my mom. She can't really walk that well yet because of the surgery, but she made sure she saw her son on the bus and waited until she couldn't see it anymore.
Anyways, I think I'm just gonna kick back for awhie this weekend, maybe get to see some friends, I dunno. I'm kinda down, but I'll be feeling better soon. the meds are working and I'm bgetting better. yay.
Anyhow, J, if u read this, I love you and I hope everything works out for you.

Also, I got some new tattoos this evening. on the inner left wrist, its the outline of a star in green with the roman numeral thirteen in orange, and on the other side, it's the opposite. will post a pic, but its a phone cam one so might come out stupid.