now playing; "Excuse me while I break my own heart tonight...." Whiskeytown
(It's more beautiful than it sounds, trust me.)
so this is 2004 then?
and this was everything I've wanted, forever, but something's not sitting right. Dislocation and the ache of wanting to be with someone too much, the bruises you left here. God, I wish you were close to me, and I wish you were looking at me and me at you.. That felt sweeter than anything, that and the smile of your kiss.
I'd nearly forgotten about that.
Most of the rest of you, I guess you don't really need to know that much. But there it is, and I don't know if I could say anything else right now.
A catalogue of provisional resolutions for the next year (vol. 1):
1/ keep my apartment tidy and free from crap, thereby making my life seem tidy and free from crap.
2/ Get my fucking act together.
3/ Start working seriously again. Drawing every day, reading properly.
4/ Get more drunk more often.
5/ Learn how to dance.
6/ Write, and believe in it.
7/ Spend less money on more interesting things.
8/ Find myself somewhere unexpected and inexplicable.
9/ Figure it all out. Yes, all of it...
What about you? Are resolutions for real? And what's the secret?
(It's more beautiful than it sounds, trust me.)
so this is 2004 then?
and this was everything I've wanted, forever, but something's not sitting right. Dislocation and the ache of wanting to be with someone too much, the bruises you left here. God, I wish you were close to me, and I wish you were looking at me and me at you.. That felt sweeter than anything, that and the smile of your kiss.
I'd nearly forgotten about that.
Most of the rest of you, I guess you don't really need to know that much. But there it is, and I don't know if I could say anything else right now.
A catalogue of provisional resolutions for the next year (vol. 1):
1/ keep my apartment tidy and free from crap, thereby making my life seem tidy and free from crap.
2/ Get my fucking act together.
3/ Start working seriously again. Drawing every day, reading properly.
4/ Get more drunk more often.
5/ Learn how to dance.
6/ Write, and believe in it.
7/ Spend less money on more interesting things.
8/ Find myself somewhere unexpected and inexplicable.
9/ Figure it all out. Yes, all of it...
What about you? Are resolutions for real? And what's the secret?
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new years resolutions:
1. watch my socks!
2. lose 10 lbs.
3. be faithful to my loving, devoted boyfriend.
4. get A's in all my classes.
5. spend less money.
6. spend less money on drugs.
7. spend less money on drugs that i end up sharing or giving away to friends.
8. spend more time on my art, and less time drunk.
9. quit smoking. dammit.
hmmm, i may cutxpaste this for my journal. but, you were the first to see it, so feel special...
that's cute!
hopefully i'll have some gossip for you soon.
xoxo