and the update is that I managed to keep myself cool and relatively collected, which goes largely against my tendency to say just whatever happens to be running through my head/ act like a complete asswad (my word of the week). Just a whole lot of meaningful staring where nothing really needed to be said and we knew it all by heart anyway.
on a more prosaic note, started my new job today, which is a whole lot less boring than my last one. Although still technically soul-destroying, this has to be an improvement I think. One of these days I'm going to run away and try not to miss everything and everyone too much, but I know I will.
xxx r
Run away and what? Find yourself?