I finally catch up with myself...
Its been a good night and now I'm a little drunk and tired and my bed is looking so appealing right now, but too empty. You know that feeling? I realised the other week that I keep one side of it covered in crap just so it doesn't feel empty when i'm sleeping. It would be too much space, reminding me of too much.
but tonight was a good night; catching up with a girl I used to know and realising its been too long. I liked her a little bit then, and now I just want her. I can't believe I've just written that, but its true, and it feels good even though (or maybe because) I know nothing is ever going to happen.
But walking her home tonight and stopping outside her house, there was a pause where i nearly kissed her, but just hugged her a big one, smiled and said goodnight. Maybe some other day...
I'm off to listen to the radio and read a little bit and fall asleep happy. Its been a while.
Its been a good night and now I'm a little drunk and tired and my bed is looking so appealing right now, but too empty. You know that feeling? I realised the other week that I keep one side of it covered in crap just so it doesn't feel empty when i'm sleeping. It would be too much space, reminding me of too much.
but tonight was a good night; catching up with a girl I used to know and realising its been too long. I liked her a little bit then, and now I just want her. I can't believe I've just written that, but its true, and it feels good even though (or maybe because) I know nothing is ever going to happen.
But walking her home tonight and stopping outside her house, there was a pause where i nearly kissed her, but just hugged her a big one, smiled and said goodnight. Maybe some other day...
I'm off to listen to the radio and read a little bit and fall asleep happy. Its been a while.
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A hug is better than nothing