how do you know I'm not a sentimental guy?
i've decided that this weekend is going to be it. A freshish start and the time to start making the changes to my life that I know are so overdue. I know that sounds a bit self-helpy (and I guess it is) but all this sitting around isn't doing me any good. I'm going to do things that I wouldn't normally do, like going out and talking to people I don't know: flirting, being witty and funny and all that.
god, when I write it down like that, I don't even know if I'm capable of it. I used to think I was just a bit shy, but actually, I think I'm just socially inept. I start talking to someone I like or looks interesting and I start rambling, looking at the floor and scratching my neck and usually end up going bright red.
Oh well, wish me luck
xxxx r
i've decided that this weekend is going to be it. A freshish start and the time to start making the changes to my life that I know are so overdue. I know that sounds a bit self-helpy (and I guess it is) but all this sitting around isn't doing me any good. I'm going to do things that I wouldn't normally do, like going out and talking to people I don't know: flirting, being witty and funny and all that.
god, when I write it down like that, I don't even know if I'm capable of it. I used to think I was just a bit shy, but actually, I think I'm just socially inept. I start talking to someone I like or looks interesting and I start rambling, looking at the floor and scratching my neck and usually end up going bright red.
Oh well, wish me luck
xxxx r
Remember pain=change=progress. That's what I tell myself every day until I believe it.