WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DO I HAVE STALKERS? I DONT CARE HOW FUCKING FAR AWAY YOU ARE, YR STILL A STALKER.
If i don't answer yr emails, and i dont respond to yr letters, and i don't call you MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I HATE YOU AND DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. But no. Instead you go to a fucking MSG BOARD, and...
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If i don't answer yr emails, and i dont respond to yr letters, and i don't call you MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I HATE YOU AND DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. But no. Instead you go to a fucking MSG BOARD, and...
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When i went to bed last night, the roads were mostly cleared. I woke up this morning and they were no where to be seen! Although at that point i couldn't tell if it was still snowing of if it was just the wind blowing all the snow off the roof tops and whatnot. It was probably a combination of the two.
I sincerely hope...
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xnovaapex:
hey hun, email me soon and let me know what's new...cya
blai:
eep :| i just lost faith in the emergancy services :|
*huggles* You are the fabbest girlie. Thankyou for all your kind words and general niceness.
*huggles* You are the fabbest girlie. Thankyou for all your kind words and general niceness.
SNOW!
YAY!
and not the gross wet kind, its the awesome fluffy kind that makes that noise when you walk in it.
it makes everything so so pretty. but it better disappear by sunday/monday.
thats all i gotta say.
hm lets see. my uncles gf wants me to work for her. so that means i hafta move upstate for a little while. supposedly it would...
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YAY!
and not the gross wet kind, its the awesome fluffy kind that makes that noise when you walk in it.
it makes everything so so pretty. but it better disappear by sunday/monday.
thats all i gotta say.
hm lets see. my uncles gf wants me to work for her. so that means i hafta move upstate for a little while. supposedly it would...
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rustgiraffe:
thank you!!!
i know i totally should, but for some reason i'm drawn to them right now. although i really should just put in that nofx cd and get over it.
i know i totally should, but for some reason i'm drawn to them right now. although i really should just put in that nofx cd and get over it.
rustgiraffe:
aww..thanks again!! you are too sweet! 
So far everything is working out alright with david staying here (even tho its only been a few days). Only thing is that every once in a while i'll start thinking. Then i get really sad.
Sometimes the more people i'm around, the more alone i feel.
david and i hung out all day yesterday. it was weird. we're both kinda reserved towards eachother now....
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Sometimes the more people i'm around, the more alone i feel.
david and i hung out all day yesterday. it was weird. we're both kinda reserved towards eachother now....
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fragile21:
It sounds like you're in a pretty awkward situation..It's nice that you're there for him, but if it was me I know I'd feel weird, especially after the year you 2 have had together.
I know what you mean about being alone. I've been feeling that same way.
That sucks that your bartending thing is going to mess up your time with your crush. I'm sure you'll find time sometime soon.
and you should go to COINSTAR! *shrugs*
I know what you mean about being alone. I've been feeling that same way.
That sucks that your bartending thing is going to mess up your time with your crush. I'm sure you'll find time sometime soon.
and you should go to COINSTAR! *shrugs*
paleenchantress:
wanted to send you sweet kisses..
oh man.
what an interesting few days.
So ok. David came out. His family is offering him ZERO support. They've kicked him out of the house and everything. So hes living with us (as of saturday). So he told me and i gave him a nice big long hug and a kiss on the cheek. then we went out to dinner to talk about everything....
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what an interesting few days.
So ok. David came out. His family is offering him ZERO support. They've kicked him out of the house and everything. So hes living with us (as of saturday). So he told me and i gave him a nice big long hug and a kiss on the cheek. then we went out to dinner to talk about everything....
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supernovice:
That would be the booming metropolis that is known as Virginia Beach, VA.
As for Bass players being hotter than guitar players... Reminds me of an old song sung by Todd Snyder that says, "everyone's eyes may be focused on the star/ but their asses are all shaking to the bass guitar" - not sure why, but I always got a kick out of that.
I just woke up and it's almost noon. I went to bed last night before midnight (sober). After my third week of vacation, I am now consistently sleeping at least 12 hours a day. I think I have a sleeping problem. It's going to hurt to go back to the grind Monday morning. Bygones. Time to attempt to salvage the rest of the day and be constructive.
Ciao
As for Bass players being hotter than guitar players... Reminds me of an old song sung by Todd Snyder that says, "everyone's eyes may be focused on the star/ but their asses are all shaking to the bass guitar" - not sure why, but I always got a kick out of that.
I just woke up and it's almost noon. I went to bed last night before midnight (sober). After my third week of vacation, I am now consistently sleeping at least 12 hours a day. I think I have a sleeping problem. It's going to hurt to go back to the grind Monday morning. Bygones. Time to attempt to salvage the rest of the day and be constructive.
Ciao
freyja__:
you are just so sweet.
thanks for all your love and support.
i appreciate you reaching out. and i will certianly bare that in mind.
i think you should go to a homeopathic pharmacy (in most heath food stores) and get yourself something that treats bronchial issues. sounds like that might do just the trick. the thing about inhalers from over the counter (like primatine mist, etc) is they are a liquid that adhere to your bronchioles to help them open but then they eventually have to come off, causing you to cough and hack even more when they're done. becareful with them, please.
i do hope you make it on the 20th. it would be so super to meet you finally.
thanks for all your love and support.
i appreciate you reaching out. and i will certianly bare that in mind.
i think you should go to a homeopathic pharmacy (in most heath food stores) and get yourself something that treats bronchial issues. sounds like that might do just the trick. the thing about inhalers from over the counter (like primatine mist, etc) is they are a liquid that adhere to your bronchioles to help them open but then they eventually have to come off, causing you to cough and hack even more when they're done. becareful with them, please.
i do hope you make it on the 20th. it would be so super to meet you finally.
The sky looks like cotten candy! The clouds are so pink and fluffly looking. Where is my camera when i need it? Oh thats right i BROKE IT in october cos i suck.
I'm having these wicked breathing problems again. It starts with the coughing then my lungs get all tight.
I can't even call my mom to ask her what i should do cos...
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I'm having these wicked breathing problems again. It starts with the coughing then my lungs get all tight.
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superficial:
just 'member one thing... no "man sex" for me... tell him that, please.
miss you.
i'll be calling you momentarily.
miss you.
i'll be calling you momentarily.
captain_deez:
Yay!! I made it through the first cuts! 
it's a perfect day for doing the unstuck
for dancing like you can't hear the beat
and you don't give a further thought
to things like feet
let's get happy!
i had to edit and take out that convo from before cos it was making me really sad. so instead, i give you the CURE! yay. i got an awesome email from my lovely...
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for dancing like you can't hear the beat
and you don't give a further thought
to things like feet
let's get happy!
i had to edit and take out that convo from before cos it was making me really sad. so instead, i give you the CURE! yay. i got an awesome email from my lovely...
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psynapse:
whoa, two in a row! what did i do to deserve such friendly words?
that does suck about getting laid off, hopefully it didn't go too bad. i got fired from one of the stupid shit jobs i used to have, and i actually started crying. the sense of personal failure was enormous to me. but good luck on getting the new job!! where is it at?
anyways, have a wonderful, HAPPY day!
that does suck about getting laid off, hopefully it didn't go too bad. i got fired from one of the stupid shit jobs i used to have, and i actually started crying. the sense of personal failure was enormous to me. but good luck on getting the new job!! where is it at?
anyways, have a wonderful, HAPPY day!
dementia_____:
Hahaha...I know it was a quote from the cure doll!
I live and breathe Robert Smith!
But I meant the other journal, the weird creepy bad stuff, but in anycase.....Have a great weekend!!!!!!!
xoxox~D
I live and breathe Robert Smith!
But I meant the other journal, the weird creepy bad stuff, but in anycase.....Have a great weekend!!!!!!!
xoxox~D
For the past hour or so, I've been helping my sister make jello shots and rice crispy treats. Now I'm sticky.
This weekend was the bestest ever!
highlights:
Saturday: I was runnin on empty. No sleep. No food. No sanity. At noon i met up with dan and aimey. and we got black tapioca tea (OH MY GOD ) in China town and went...
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This weekend was the bestest ever!
highlights:
Saturday: I was runnin on empty. No sleep. No food. No sanity. At noon i met up with dan and aimey. and we got black tapioca tea (OH MY GOD
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johnny_crotchrot:
Everything is going good, how about yourself? I don't get around to checking sg that much with school and work.
ovida:
I loved Human Waste Project (theStart also kicks much ass by the way) but never actually heard of Tura Satana... Oooh, that cover, so awesome, so very, very awesome!!
Mmmm Chino humping! Heheh, how long did you end up going with the Unwashed Chino Ass Hand? I'd probably encase my hand in one of those bubble dome things and when I die have it severed off and left it to my children if I ever touched his ass...buuut that's just me...
Mmmm Chino humping!
Heheh, how long did you end up going with the Unwashed Chino Ass Hand? I'd probably encase my hand in one of those bubble dome things and when I die have it severed off and left it to my children if I ever touched his ass...buuut that's just me...I'm so hyper, its insane.
I was cleaning my room, shakin my ass to some ladytron, tracy + the plastics and brassy. Hott stuff. Tho, i'm beginning to think its too much of a distraction. oh well
last night in my attempt to sleep, i peered out my window and for a split second i thought i saw the cheshire cat (yeah i really think...
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I was cleaning my room, shakin my ass to some ladytron, tracy + the plastics and brassy. Hott stuff. Tho, i'm beginning to think its too much of a distraction. oh well
last night in my attempt to sleep, i peered out my window and for a split second i thought i saw the cheshire cat (yeah i really think...
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hopesfall:
this one time i saw that cat, and yeah i feel ya on the whle can not sleep thing, it sux ass
hopesfall:
you are the sweetest person ever, thank you for showing your concer, i think i will be ok, it is just going to take like 50000000000000000000000000 years, but yeah i should be ok, i will be better after i ge tmy tattoo finished
Yet another (completely) sleepless night.
I went to bed, but never actually fell asleep. I watched the sky go from black, to grey, to white. I think its on its way back to grey again.My eyes & my tummy hurt. The fucked part is that i'm tired. I just can't fall asleep.
I think I'm broken.
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i think i have fallin in...
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I went to bed, but never actually fell asleep. I watched the sky go from black, to grey, to white. I think its on its way back to grey again.My eyes & my tummy hurt. The fucked part is that i'm tired. I just can't fall asleep.
I think I'm broken.
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i think i have fallin in...
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nadine:
no sleep.....not good! hope you can sort your mind out to rest soon!
oh yay! scratch n sniff panties would rock!! i'm not a small size btw....
no sleep.....not good! hope you can sort your mind out to rest soon!
oh yay! scratch n sniff panties would rock!!
i'm not a small size btw....
_bossanova_:
hope you get some sleep. insomnia sucks ass. your kitty is so cute! is your puppy a Chihuahua or rat terrier or what? it's very cute, too.
i think i need a break.
from myself. i'm running on empty far too often now-a-days.
if anyones up for buying me alcohol, i wouldn't decline.
i gotta shout out one of the most awesome SG members everrrrrrrrrr, VeganJihad.
THANK YOU SWEETNESS!
[p.s. old/new profile pic. change is good, yes?]
from myself. i'm running on empty far too often now-a-days.
if anyones up for buying me alcohol, i wouldn't decline.
i gotta shout out one of the most awesome SG members everrrrrrrrrr, VeganJihad.
THANK YOU SWEETNESS!
[p.s. old/new profile pic. change is good, yes?]
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gstrife:
Oh, and thanks for all the support
kayla_:
you flatter me
and your new profile pic might make me hve to change my panties :o
and if you tsill wanted to send me the little present thinger i'd totally be apreciative :o
and your new profile pic might make me hve to change my panties :o
and if you tsill wanted to send me the little present thinger i'd totally be apreciative :o
edited to make a real entry.
i don't sleep anymore.
its arse. i look how i feel.
which is bad. very bad.
tomorrow i'll do all the things i should have done today. had i the energy...the drive.
i've done nothing but listen to the smiths.
and now the cure.
I don't care
If only I could say that
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i don't sleep anymore.
its arse. i look how i feel.
which is bad. very bad.
tomorrow i'll do all the things i should have done today. had i the energy...the drive.
i've done nothing but listen to the smiths.
and now the cure.
I don't care
If only I could say that
And not feel so sick and...
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csilla:
love ya hunny!!! sorry i havent been around. your music is awsome though!!!!
superficial:
hey silly. i miss you. thanks for the text msg this morning. it totally made me smile.
you're the best!
you're the best!
But, Im just avg. Maybe you should come out west and experience our bubble tea? This is a better plan..NY, is too cold, I like to wake up to flowers in february thank you!!!
Hehe..really.
xo~D
[Edited on Dec 10, 2003 12:36AM]